i'm finding it harder to express how i feel to people i'm closest to because of how people have invalidated any feeling i try to express in the past and that makes my friends angry for making excuses and not opening up to them so that just makes it harder to open up to the point where i feel so childish for not even being able to say i'm upset over something
it's got my anxiety running haywire and i have no idea how to face them especially since i don't even feel good enough to be their friend anymore
AC even I have trusted people who have used it against me. My rule with anyone I meet...if you intentionally hurt me your gone out of my life no excuses. You can control what you say and you have to be careful what you say so that it never comes back to you. You can trust people just have to choose who's a good friend and who's not.