Originally posted by Punkyhermy
mhm...but i sort of believe that this world isn't made fair. its imperfect. thats why its beautiful. and yadayada. so we don't see true justice and the likes here. 😬yeah. very true. i so needed to hear that. thanks. 🙂
ahh i know i just need to pull myself together...i guess i just keep expecting people to treat me the way i treat them. its naivete i suppose. *shrugs*
venting helps...i'm appreciative of all who bothered to read😛
For sure, but then you can't in all fairness get upset about imperfection can you?
And anytime, like I told you, venting really helps. 😛
Originally posted by Punkyhermy
which was?
I wanted to be a sex therapist for the longest time.
But to be brutally honest with myself I gave up on science (requirement for med school here) and I gave up on school in grade 11. How I managed to fool people into thinking I'm smart and keep giving me my 4.0 these past 3 years I'll never know.
I mean I got my marks back for my first year at uni and I have a 4.0.
People around here know best the kind of effort I put in.
I kinda feel like the thirst for knowledge has been quenched, as if I no longer desire it.
Originally posted by silver_tears
I wanted to be a sex therapist for the longest time.
But to be brutally honest with myself I gave up on science (requirement for med school here) and I gave up on school in grade 11. How I managed to fool people into thinking I'm smart and keep giving me my 4.0 these past 3 years I'll never know.I mean I got my marks back for my first year at uni and I have a 4.0.
People around here know best the kind of effort I put in.I kinda feel like the thirst for knowledge has been quenched, as if I no longer desire it.
hmm...that is interesting and very random😛 whyever so if i may ask?
it seems like the entire "i'm not smart" thing is in your head. your grades seem to say otherwise. 😉
Originally posted by Punkyhermy
hmm...that is interesting and very random😛 whyever so if i may ask?it seems like the entire "i'm not smart" thing is in your head. your grades seem to say otherwise. 😉
I would say so too, I was considered the smartest in most of my classes in high school and I only had a 3.5 GPA...actually trying most of the time.
Originally posted by Punkyhermy
hmm...that is interesting and very random😛 whyever so if i may ask?it seems like the entire "i'm not smart" thing is in your head. your grades seem to say otherwise. 😉
Well for one thing I love listening to people and offering advice, I do it for all my friends.
And I don't mean that in the I'm gonna stick my nose and give you my two cents way, just when people come to me I'm glad to help.
The sex part came from my love of books. I read really crap sappy love stories really young. And then got into my head that from reading these books I had all the answers, I knew just what made couples click, the formula for love if you will.
But there's no such thing as a love therapist (excluding of course marriage counselling) so I figured being a sex therapist was the next best thing, since so much of the sexual is emotional at the same time.
That and I'm utterly fascinated by what sex really is.