What can I say about the state of my mind
A jumble of thoughts, nothing defined
Confusing emotions all over the place
A dead pan expression upon my face
What can I say about the state of my mind
Something to sum up the thoughts that I find
Pictures of a person I can no longer see
Feelings of guilt written only for me
What can I say about the state of my mind
Only contentions, nothing that's kind
Hitting myself time after time in the heart
Waiting for a sweet moment to finally depart...
Originally posted by Baylin
What can I say about the state of my mind
A jumble of thoughts, nothing defined
Confusing emotions all over the place
A dead pan expression upon my faceWhat can I say about the state of my mind
Something to sum up the thoughts that I find
Pictures of a person I can no longer see
Feelings of guilt written only for meWhat can I say about the state of my mind
Only contentions, nothing that's kind
Hitting myself time after time in the heart
Waiting for a sweet moment to finally depart...
cryoh
Originally posted by silver_tears
What's up sweetie?
Well first off I can't seem to find a girl to date, they either lead me on by saying they like me then I find out they have a boyfriend or I just flat up get rejected. That doesn't really bother me but it does kind of suck since I have been alone for a year and haven't even had a good lay in a year.
Secondly, my best friend since I was in 1st grade thinks it's more important to do lines of coke then hang out with and play cards. For example, I called him up tonight because we needed a few more players for Poker, he said he was going to "Mark's", I said "Come out when you're done there." He replies that he would "Rather party then play a dumbass game of cards with me." He doesn't care that he is ****ing up his life by doing cocaine every night.
My friend has also been so ****ing negative, constantly bitching about his job, his girlfriend, why his life sucks so bad that I want to beat the shit out of him. We all have problems but he acts like the whole world is against him. I'm just sick of hearing about it. 😬
Sorry to unload on you like that. 🙁
Originally posted by BaylinIf I could send you a hug in the mail I would... but for now...
What can I say about the state of my mind
A jumble of thoughts, nothing defined
Confusing emotions all over the place
A dead pan expression upon my faceWhat can I say about the state of my mind
Something to sum up the thoughts that I find
Pictures of a person I can no longer see
Feelings of guilt written only for meWhat can I say about the state of my mind
Only contentions, nothing that's kind
Hitting myself time after time in the heart
Waiting for a sweet moment to finally depart...
hug
Originally posted by Röland
Well first off I can't seem to find a girl to date, they either lead me on by saying they like me then I find out they have a boyfriend or I just flat up get rejected. That doesn't really bother me but it does kind of suck since I have been alone for a year and haven't even had a good lay in a year.Secondly, my best friend since I was in 1st grade thinks it's more important to do lines of coke then hang out with and play cards. For example, I called him up tonight because we needed a few more players for Poker, he said he was going to "Mark's", I said "Come out when you're done there." He replies that he would "Rather party then play a dumbass game of cards with me." He doesn't care that he is ****ing up his life by doing cocaine every night.
My friend has also been so ****ing negative, constantly bitching about his job, his girlfriend, why his life sucks so bad that I want to beat the shit out of him. We all have problems but he acts like the whole world is against him. I'm just sick of hearing about it. 😬
Sorry to unload on you like that. 🙁
Not at all sweetie.
The girl situation is tough. I have nothing to tell you other than the cliche it'll get better, and there is someone out there that'll treat you right. Just don't let yourself get used sweetie. You deserve better.
As for the best friend, as much as I'm sure you don't want to here it, you can't help someone like that out. They have to reach some type of bottom to realize they're ****ing up.
And don't let anyone bring you down. If he's a poison to your life then clearly he's not worthy of being in it.
Originally posted by silver_tears
Not at all sweetie.The girl situation is tough. I have nothing to tell you other than the cliche it'll get better, and there is someone out there that'll treat you right. Just don't let yourself get used sweetie. You deserve better.
As for the best friend, as much as I'm sure you don't want to here it, you can't help someone like that out. They have to reach some type of bottom to realize they're ****ing up.
And don't let anyone bring you down. If he's a poison to your life then clearly he's not worthy of being in it.
Thanks for the comforting words Irene, you're a great girl, you know that? hug
I know he is a poison in my life but it just sucks watching someone you've known for the better part of 19 years go down the ****ing tubes.
Originally posted by Röland
Thanks for the comforting words Irene, you're a great girl, you know that? hugI know he is a poison in my life but it just sucks watching someone you've known for the better part of 19 years go down the ****ing tubes.
blush2
Oh I know exactly where you're coming from. But it's like the whole idea that we each have our own life to live you know, and if he choses to ruin his for the time being you just have to let him because he'll resent you unless he comes to you for your help first.
Originally posted by silver_tears
blush2Oh I know exactly where you're coming from. But it's like the whole idea that we each have our own life to live you know, and if he choses to ruin his for the time being you just have to let him because he'll resent you unless he comes to you for your help first.
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If he came to me for help, I'm not sure I'd even help him, he has alienated himself so much.