Poem Fridays

I freestyled this one on the spot so it sucks 😐

I remember when I was little
Always eating skittles
playing baseball in the park
even after dark

It wasn't all games, masking the pain
Trying not to end up insane.
I remember everything going wrong
trying to be strong, telling myself I must go on

Disorder as a child, people making fun
almost dieing from it, Oh I thought I was done
It didn't stop there, but I didn't really care
even it was to much to bare.

No true friends, House burning to the ground
me still here, not making a sound
still alone, after my new home
lots of other stuff, but can't
begin to start ....
Shit happens 😐

I swear I will do better on the next one shock

I Remember

I remember the darkness around me
I remember how I didn't want to see
The devastated look upon your face
When I told you I'd fallen from grace
And I've never felt the same amount of shame
When you agonizingly sofly whispered my name.

I remember the tears in your eyes
And the pain you could not disguise
I remember hating myself that day
And felt you did too, though you wouldn't say
Just what was going through your mind
But I knew forgiveness you wouldn't find.

I remember feeling my heart beat late;
Such a reaction I did not anticipate
And from this reaction did I feel dread;
Oh how I wished, I wished I was dead.
In your eyes I was no longer there
And I couldn't bear to see your empty stare.

I don't think we will ever reconsile
And if we do it will be a long while
But I don't think it is fair to you;
Your thoughts and actions I cannot misconstrue.
No more shall I haunt you with my presence;
Maybe then the healing will finally commence.

Originally posted by Coldfire
I Remember

I remember the darkness around me
I remember how I didn't want to see
The devastated look upon your face
When I told you I'd fallen from grace
And I've never felt the same amount of shame
When you agonizingly sofly whispered my name.

I remember the tears in your eyes
And the pain you could not disguise
I remember hating myself that day
And felt you did too, though you wouldn't say
Just what was going through your mind
But I knew forgiveness you wouldn't find.

I remember feeling my heart beat late;
Such a reaction I did not anticipate
And from this reaction did I feel dread;
Oh how I wished, I wished I was dead.
In your eyes I was no longer there
And I couldn't bear to see your empty stare.

I don't think we will ever reconsile
And if we do it will be a long while
But I don't think it is fair to you;
Your thoughts and actions I cannot misconstrue.
No more shall I haunt you with my presence;
Maybe then the healing will finally commence.

Originally posted by Ritoshi
Well its obvious who the winner is lol

Originally posted by Coldfire
lol is it? 😛

Originally posted by Ritoshi
lol no need for a judge, I give this one to you hands down 😱 as the winner you get to pick the topic for next week friday eek

Holy fecking hell, Coldfire! That's brilliant!

toot

Originally posted by Syren
Holy fecking hell, Coldfire! That's brilliant!

toot

Originally posted by Coldfire
wow yay 😱 Pick the topic eh??? Hmmmm.... *thinks* How about.... dreams? 😱

Originally posted by Ritoshi
Sounds good 😱 I will not freestyle this time 😐

Originally posted by Coldfire
😛 kisses

Originally posted by Ritoshi
droolio

I only have 2 lines of my poem done 😛

Originally posted by Coldfire
😊

I only have 2 lines of my poem done 😛

Originally posted by Ritoshi
I have none 😱

Originally posted by Coldfire
Get to work then 😱

Originally posted by Ritoshi
I will 😱

Ok here's mine, albeit late haha

Such Tempting Dreams

In my dreams life is devoid of complications,
The ghosts of my past make no manifestations,
And the dream mist hides each imperfection;
Or so it seems when it comes to my recollection.
In dreams I don’t know what to believe,
If I should think real the things I perceive,
Though it’s sometimes a real temptation
To accept this great load of information
That my dream eyes do send to my cerebrum;
My sense of reality is constantly struck dumb
By the wonders the glowing mist reveals,
With no hint of the darkness it also conceals.
My dreams are a gateway to unfound happiness;
The longing for his touch seems so much less
While I lie deeply asleep, quite unconscious,
As my heart grows increasingly rebellious
In its demand for its long awaited companion;
The one it has fitted to with such perfection.
Yes, my dreams, shadows of my desires in reality,
If they don’t occur soon, I’ll forever live in perplexity.

Originally posted by Coldfire
Ok here's mine, albeit late haha

Such Tempting Dreams

In my dreams life is devoid of complications,
The ghosts of my past make no manifestations,
And the dream mist hides each imperfection;
Or so it seems when it comes to my recollection.
In dreams I don’t know what to believe,
If I should think real the things I perceive,
Though it’s sometimes a real temptation
To accept this great load of information
That my dream eyes do send to my cerebrum;
My sense of reality is constantly struck dumb
By the wonders the glowing mist reveals,
With no hint of the darkness it also conceals.
My dreams are a gateway to unfound happiness;
The longing for his touch seems so much less
While I lie deeply asleep, quite unconscious,
As my heart grows increasingly rebellious
In its demand for its long awaited companion;
The one it has fitted to with such perfection.
Yes, my dreams, shadows of my desires in reality,
If they don’t occur soon, I’ll forever live in perplexity.

Originally posted by Ritoshi
😍 👆

Well lol, I couldn't finish it and its a week late. BAH, i just can't get the words out.

I have Nightmares, I have Dreams.
My Nightmares a reality and my Dreams fantasty.
Must be my curse, must be my burden.

I can not run, I can not hide
for this is my destiny, my fate.
Is there no hope, is there no escape.
Speak of my troubles, I do not
for what of it matters, it will not stop.

What am I searching for, what am I missing.
In my sorrow times, where do I go
overwhelmed, overpowered
I need something to hang on to .
I searched and searched
but nothing heleped.

With all this going on, with all this happening
I became lost, but soon found
By an Angel with long brown hair
glowing green eyes, and a heart lonley as my own....

To be continued in 500 years.