ur gonna kill me
i kno, i kno...u may think that i have absolutly no reason to hate hayden, but i used to love him...then i heard of LAH aka life as a house...that is how i found out about his little "shower scene" which made me VERY upset, so now i hate him...but i think that i have every right to hate him does ne1 dissagree??? i kno...lots of people probably do disagree, but...that very much disturbed me (i felt very much like crying and killing him at the same time...now i have decided never to look at his pic. again if i dont have to and i hate him) that means that my wedding is soo off, i am not marring some1 like that...and i am not naming my child after him either...how could i have ever trusted him??? lol, sorry, most people dont kno, i was gonna marry him, but i called the wedding off