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Originally posted by Mr.V
Wow, OK I'm feeling a little suicidal about now 😐 So I thought maybe coming on here and talking to someone would help.
Well, I kinda fell in love with a girl and I talked to her on the phone all day long and txt'd her, msn etc. and saw her as often as I could. Well this girl happens to be lets say "not the sharpest knife in the draw" but i still love her. its either that or she's just extremely ignorant or mean. So yeah everyone else knows i love her except her and I enjoy talking to my mate about her and stuff because then atleast i can talk to someone about it.
So yeah well today I was talking to her on the phone when she had to get off the phone, and well my best mate (the one i talk to about her) asks her out, and she asks me what she should say and well.. I'm quite cautious so I'm thinking, I cant say no because then it'll be too obvious; and she's already told me she would say no to him so i just say "say what you think" and well.. She says yes.
My friend continues to rub this in my face and well, I'm very angry about now and crying as i write this; might not seem like that big a deal, but well my life's bad enough as it is. I struggle by already and scrape my way through in everything I do, nothing goes right for me.. so i just think "whats the point?" every single thing i do i fail at and well.. I cant take it anymore.

Maybe I'm being a bit too fast off the bat, but well.. I dont think I have any point in living about now; shit job, shit friends, shit everything. You guys know me, I'm a very very light hearted fellow and normally can handle things, but this is definetly the straw that breaks the camels back.

**** listen to me, sound like a bloody Emo kid. But either way, now i have to live with it for like a week, watching him touch the woman i love, have him talk to me like everything is all fine..

Yeah..So hows everyone else? (im gonna feel abit embaressed for writing all that to total strangers but yeah.. oh well)

Hmmmm

Well this guy obviously isn't your friend , and as the saying goes. 'Theirs always another fish in the sea'

It's just that I can (Slightly) relate! I mean, I'm not in love or anything so it's not nearly as bad, but one of my best friends knows that I'm really into this girl, but he's trying to get her drunk and sleep with her anyway! I mean, what the heck man! When something is established that your friend likes someone... isn't said someone off limits to all friends? I don't know if that makes sense, but that's how I'VE always looked at it!

Originally posted by grey fox
Hmmmm

Well this guy obviously isn't your friend , and as the saying goes. 'Theirs always another fish in the sea'

ah man now i wish i would have said that cause im the sea king it would have been a funny pun.

well funny to me

Originally posted by Rick/Genis
It's just that I can (Slightly) relate! I mean, I'm not in love or anything so it's not nearly as bad, but one of my best friends knows that I'm really into this girl, but he's trying to get her drunk and sleep with her anyway! I mean, what the heck man! When something is established that your friend likes someone... isn't said someone off limits to all friends? I don't know if that makes sense, but that's how I'VE always looked at it!

were in total agrement their my friend

Originally posted by Rick/Genis
It's just that I can (Slightly) relate! I mean, I'm not in love or anything so it's not nearly as bad, but one of my best friends knows that I'm really into this girl, but he's trying to get her drunk and sleep with her anyway! I mean, what the heck man! When something is established that your friend likes someone... isn't said someone off limits to all friends? I don't know if that makes sense, but that's how I'VE always looked at it!

Everyone looks at it like that , it's animal mentality . 'She's mine , fu*k off' sort of thing . Correct ?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jTUoZUuTUa0&search=Cells%20servant

Yeah it was, and thanks for your support guys 😉 Life's just been extremely shit to me and well.. I just can't cope with it anymore. I would beat him to shit but well. I'm way too angry to do it, sounds rather contradictory 😐 but he's still my best mate either way; even if he's done this (of course I hate him now) but well the friendship is well and truly over.
I talked to her about it, well i didnt, my brother did it for me (I told him to explain how i felt to her, because i wouldnt be able to do it.. and hes the only person i trusted enough to do it.. and well it didnt make a ****ing difference).
Great, Now Friday we are all going out and im going to have to watch him putting his arms round her and talking to me like he's all innocent, when i know he's scared shitless because he knows if i was to flip i would beat him to death.

Ahh well, Life's too short.

So im extremly poor and probably going to get evicted, So i've lost the one person who meant the most to me in the world to the person i thought i could trust the most, So my father just died, so very soon im going to be homless.. ahh well

Always look on the ****ing bright side of life after all

😄 damn i hate my life 😄 😛

Everyone looks at it like that , it's animal mentality . 'She's mine , fu*k off' sort of thing . Correct ?

Well yeah! Between friends it SHOULD be that way... I wouldn't "mack" on someone that my good friend is after.

Originally posted by Mr.V
Yeah it was, and thanks for your support guys 😉 Life's just been extremely shit to me and well.. I just can't cope with it anymore. I would beat him to shit but well. I'm way too angry to do it, sounds rather contradictory 😐 but he's still my best mate either way; even if he's done this (of course I hate him now) but well the friendship is well and truly over.
I talked to her about it, well i didnt, my brother did it for me (I told him to explain how i felt to her, because i wouldnt be able to do it.. and hes the only person i trusted enough to do it.. and well it didnt make a ****ing difference).
Great, Now Friday we are all going out and im going to have to watch him putting his arms round her and talking to me like he's all innocent, when i know he's scared shitless because he knows if i was to flip i would beat him to death.

Ahh well, Life's too short.

So im extremly poor and probably going to get evicted, So i've lost the one person who meant the most to me in the world to the person i thought i could trust the most, So my father just died, so very soon im going to be homless.. ahh well

Always look on the ****ing bright side of life after all

😄 damn i hate my life 😄 😛

If you're homeless..... will you still have internet 😛?

Originally posted by Mr.V
Yeah it was, and thanks for your support guys 😉 Life's just been extremely shit to me and well.. I just can't cope with it anymore. I would beat him to shit but well. I'm way too angry to do it, sounds rather contradictory 😐 but he's still my best mate either way; even if he's done this (of course I hate him now) but well the friendship is well and truly over.
I talked to her about it, well i didnt, my brother did it for me (I told him to explain how i felt to her, because i wouldnt be able to do it.. and hes the only person i trusted enough to do it.. and well it didnt make a ****ing difference).
Great, Now Friday we are all going out and im going to have to watch him putting his arms round her and talking to me like he's all innocent, when i know he's scared shitless because he knows if i was to flip i would beat him to death.

Ahh well, Life's too short.

So im extremly poor and probably going to get evicted, So i've lost the one person who meant the most to me in the world to the person i thought i could trust the most, So my father just died, so very soon im going to be homless.. ahh well

Always look on the ****ing bright side of life after all

😄 damn i hate my life 😄 😛

What you do is forget your friend , if he's afraid of you don't even bother with him . Go to work , do overtime. Double shits , triple shits , uber shits . Pay off everything you need and don't waste time with those chumps.

good advice.

yeah cause all that work you'll be to tired to remember anything at all 😆

Originally posted by Rick/Genis
If you're homeless..... will you still have internet 😛?

Yes I will, Just because im "homeless" doesnt mean i wont be staying over my friends houses for months on end 🙄. And yeah maybe i'll get rid of my mate Fox, but well.. I couldn't not see her if i really wanted to mate. And well.. My mate's last gf dumped him in like a week for not doing anything, but it's the principal after all! 😛 and of course Im such a prick if only i had told her to say no rather then let her decide! then i wouldnt be going through this! ****.. ah well, in the last two weeks lets see my pros and cons.

Pros:
Realised how much of a **** my mate is finally.
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Cons:
Lost house.
Lose Girl.
Lost Best mate.
Lost Dad.
and if im late again you might aswell add my job to that list.

Wow, ****ing hell this must of been one of the worse extended periods of my life. 🙄 Where the **** is jesus when you need him?

Oh, maybe god's testing me like he tested Job? 🙄 Well our names DO both start with "J". Yep, and he thought he had it bad 😛

V , as much as I love your witty conversations , shut up , close down your pc and get your ass to work. Your no good to the magiks as a wino.

Job = Money

Money = Rent

Rent = Home

Home = Internet

Internet= KMC

Kmc = Grey Fox

Grey Fox = God

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Well you didn't get small pox and tons of other diseases like Job did... plus... you don't have a kid so you don't have to worry about losing THAT like Job did. Also, Job lost, like, the entire town... so I think he wins 😄

Originally posted by Rick/Genis
Well you didn't get small pox and tons of other diseases like Job did... plus... you don't have a kid so you don't have to worry about losing THAT like Job did. Also, Job lost, like, the entire town... so I think he wins 😄

Yeah, but Job has a crap name. So I win 🙄

and ok Fox, its 10pm I really doubt that I'm going to find a job at this time of night...(well not a legal one 😕 ).

And please, Wino is such a harsh term 😮 I prefer "Sponge". 😛

what about drunk? Are we talking about Alcoholism?

You can call me master if you want 😛

I'm hope Mr. V will be okay. I'm sorry that I missed chatting with you all today. 🙁

psh! You're no friend! BAH!!

Originally posted by Rick/Genis
psh! You're no friend! BAH!!

😛

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