Originally posted by Nephthys
You'd probably be best asking Dmb that question.I'd assumed that you were a precocious 14 year old getting his first big boy crush and getting the embarrassing fantasies we all went through at that age. That you're an adult makes the whole thing very cringey.
LSD; maybe some day. I'd need to be in a sealed environment though to stop myself from doing things I have no control of. I'm usually very anti-drug, but given that ecstasy has very minimal to no adverse effects, I'd be open to it if it meant meeting my idols.
I suppose you're right. Raven was the childhood crush I never had. I remember watching the show at age 9/10/11 and seeing Raven, but never really developing an opinion on her. To this day I only find a void in my mind when trying to remember my original thoughts on her (which is especially odd considering I can remember the other Titans just fine). She was a very neutral character for me as far as I remember. I had a liking for Starfire actually, but nothing much.
I saw Raven on the TV one day last year and was overwhelmed with emotion which, as you know about me, happens very rarely. Ever since I've been trying to fill that "void" in my childhood memory. Raven is the childhood crush that I never had; now that my personality has drastically changed between child me and adult me, I can relate to Raven very closely hence explaining this phase of mine. This being said, it's important to note that I am unable to sexualize Raven. I enjoy her aesthetics, but I couldn't get my dick hard for her to save my life. I remember fapping one day right on the brink of climax, and I interjected Raven into my mind. I immediately became flaccid and couldn't finish what I started, so to speak. Her personality and the way she conducts herself is what appeals to me.
