"Hush now. It's going to be all right."
"Mama!"
"I'm not your mother, sweetie. Your mother is... gone."
"Okaa-san!"
"I must depart, Yukaiko. But I shall return. I promise you."
"No! Okaa-san! OKAAAAA-SAN!"
Her eyes opened, but darkness still enveloped her sight. Forever she would see the darkness. Never again would light pierce through those blue optics of hers. Never again would she see faces. She stared up at the sky, wondering what it looked like. The sun beat her from the east, but still high enough to be close to noon. But it wasn't the sun that made her miss her eyesight, it was the color. Was the sky blue, gray, red? She took a deep breath, wishing to glimpse it once more.
The sounds beneath her were ones of chattering. She was in the human world, contentedly chasing after hollows. Like most shinigami, she could sense a hollow's presence from miles away. But her senses were acute. They gave her heart a jerking feeling, like she was sensing the pain instead of the very monster itself. She rose on the branch of the tree she had slept upon. It had been such a long while in the human world. She was surprised no one had called her back to soul society. Then again, who would? She was a very low ranking 'reaper' - if you will - just because most underestimated her blindness. She was stronger than a top ranking shinigami, but she didn't mind it. As long as she got to go to the human world, she was fine with her rank.
Unable to sit much longer, she heard the cry of a hollow not far away. She gripped her heart, wincing as its pain pulsed into her. She opened one eye, a tear leaking from its glad and smearing a bloodied streak down her face. This hollow's pain was far greater than any she had felt before. It made her cry her tears of blood. She straightened, digging in her kimono. Her fingers found her feather, tucked protectively between her breasts. She removed the soft object from her shirt, flicking her wrist and holding it arm's length away from her.
With another cry the feather gave off a bright light. It's soft sides turned into a blade. The stem of the feather grew, the light wrapping round the handle to connect at the golden bottom beneath. She grasped the handle tightly, seeing with her sword. It pulsed, giving her all the vision she needed. Seeing wasn't necessary. Not to her. She leapt from the branch, landing upon a rooftop and bounding over to another. How could she see some people wondered? She need not have eyes to know where the wind gave way to structures. Only the touch of her chest.
In her pure white kimono, complete with a black belt round her thin waist, she seemed angelic. Funny, how Death can appear in very strange forms. She gripped the handle tighter, letting the pulse ripple through her body. Unlike most shinigami, she gave no dubbance to her sword. It was like her heart, but she would call it no such name. It was her 'weapon'. Not anything else. She halted, feeling the hollow's presence beside her. The pain pulsed into her, nearly knocking her off of her feet. She placed her sandals deep into the shingles upon the roof. Her sightless eyes turned, staring at the monster.
"Be free..."
Her voice was soft, much like a summer's breeze. It held the note of a mother, and the warmth of a fragrant candle. Candles. She could see fire, and smell their scent, but never could she truly picture candles again. She would never again have that night, staring into the eyes of her lover, two candles lit upon the table. How kinky those candles could be after five minutes of wax began to melt. How kinky, indeed.
She jerked her hand to the side, slicing the bone mask of the hollow. It gave another ear-splitting cry, howling up to the sky. Blood splashed upon her face, but it did not phase this woman. She felt the pain fade, and the eyes of the spirit open to see light. Then, it faded, departing to soul society to live happily. It could see. She could not.
She felt the blade give a final pulse, then die down to the feathery state. She brushed the blood from her face, tucking the feather neatly back into place by her chest. Her kimono was rather 'skimpy'. It revealed her breast cleavage more than it should, but her chest was vital to her sightless senses. If she could not see with her heart, she would be doomed in a fight. She touched the scar upon her chest, right where her heart was still beating. How could something dead still have a heart beat? She closed her eyes, wondering how could it must be to see someone face, and to feel the joy of it. She turned back to the sun, staring up at it but having no fear of its rays. She walked along the rooftop, still staring up at the sun, her shadow forever walking beside her. Darkened without light. Much like her. Shadows were more like you than you think...