Yes, actually. I only post on here to get other peoples intake on my body. I've suffered through Anorexia and Bulimia for six years now. I listen to their feedback, so I'll know whether or not to lose more weight or not. If they say I look perfect, then I know to lose more. If they say I'm too skinny, I know I'm getting skinnier.
Originally posted by immaturerainbow
Yes, actually. I only post on here to get other peoples intake on my body. I've suffered through Anorexia and Bulimia for six years now. I listen to their feedback, so I'll know whether or not to lose more weight or not. If they say I look perfect, then I know to lose more. If they say I'm too skinny, I know I'm getting skinnier.
I've suffered with eating disorders for 10 years, so if you truly do have a disorder and this isn't a cry for attention. Seek help. You always think that nothing health wise will happen to you, and then it does. My enamel on my teeth became weak,and I ended up with blood clots.
Go get help.
Originally posted by immaturerainbow
Yes, actually. I only post on here to get other peoples intake on my body. I've suffered through Anorexia and Bulimia for six years now. I listen to their feedback, so I'll know whether or not to lose more weight or not. If they say I look perfect, then I know to lose more. If they say I'm too skinny, I know I'm getting skinnier.
Sounds like you're still suffering and in all sincerely, seek help.
You're obviously not fat and if you're 15lbs less now than in that pic, you're underweight and unhealthy. Seeing hip-bones and ribs protruding isn't attractive, no matter what the gay-producers of run-ways say.
Originally posted by UtsukushiiJust the thing. I seeked help, was in recovery for two weeks and then right out of it. They sent me to Shan's Hospital in Gainsville, but I only used it for an accuse to lie and not eat for six days straight.
I've suffered with eating disorders for 10 years, so if you truly do have a disorder and this isn't a cry for attention. Seek help. You always think that nothing health wise will happen to you, and then it does. My enamel on my teeth became weak,and I ended up with blood clots.Go get help.
Originally posted by immaturerainbow
Just the thing. I seeked help, was in recovery for two weeks and then right out of it. They sent me to Shan's Hospital in Gainsville, but I only used it for an accuse to lie and not eat for six days straight.
I have older pics, which is surprising to compare them to how I am now.
I was 168..maybe 170, and I am 99 or 98. I lost all of that in just six month. Less than six. My enamel is already weak, and I have a thyroid problem now.
Right. You haven't hit rock bottom yet, and until you do, you wont get help.
I have a mouth full of silver because of the weak enamel. I went 4 years without a period. My hair started becoming weak and brittle, falling out.
I wasn't ready though until my friend died 4 years ago though. It's a conscious effort everyday to remember why you are choosing not to over eat and not to purge.
I want to be healthy, I want to have a baby.And most importantly I want to have a life.
Hospitals didn't help me. The support groups did though. try this website, it has lists of support groups (free) in your area.
www.edreferral.com
Originally posted by Utsukushii
Right. You haven't hit rock bottom yet, and until you do, you wont get help.I have a mouth full of silver because of the weak enamel. I went 4 years without a period. My hair started becoming weak and brittle, falling out.
I wasn't ready though until my friend died 4 years ago though. It's a conscious effort everyday to remember why you are choosing not to over eat and not to purge.
I want to be healthy, I want to have a baby.And most importantly I want to have a life.
Hospitals didn't help me. The support groups did though. try this website, it has lists of support groups (free) in your area.
www.edreferral.com
My doctors told me to gain weight, and my hair isn't as full because it has started falling out. My skin is dry and not as soft as it once. I've noticed some difference, but I'm not scared enough to stop.
I'm just waiting for the day when I see blood, maybe that will scare me.
Originally posted by immaturerainbow
My doctors told me to gain weight, and my hair isn't as full because it has started falling out. My skin is dry and not as soft as it once. I've noticed some difference, but I'm not scared enough to stop.I'm just waiting for the day when I see blood, maybe that will scare me.
Yeah, maybe.
Again, you wont get help until you're ready