Some guy who follows me on TikTok and Instagram. I have an okay following of 50k followers so I have people request photos of lewd cosplay or Neko girl stuff. I’ve had a guy offer to pay me for rolling my eyes. People pay for the weirdest things. I remember we use to post stuff like that on here I just don’t remember where. I’d spare a photo.
I was also pretty underweight with these old photos.
Originally posted by immaturerainbow
No I’m entirely weight restored. I’m at a healthy weight now. I went inpatient for an eating disorder and February.
I still struggle from time to time but ultimately I’m doing much better.
Sometimes people mistake eating disorders with a fast metabolism and it's really hard to tell them apart. When you are naturally thin gaining muscle mass can be difficult. It is something you have to work towards and that might mean planning your meals thoroughly. A lot of dietitians will tell you to eat healthy fats, like chicken breast, avocados, salmon, and grains. While some health experts believe that increasing your carbs is the best way to go. But I generally avoid bread because its not healthy for you!
I usually went on a strict high carb, low fat diet. Heck, as a child I didn't even like butter.
Recently though, I've been trying to up my protein because I love protein, and it helps you lose weight the best. Not that I'm fat, I'm actually in the healthy range, but thanks to anti-depressants, my muscles have gone down and I still have the belly fat.
I was purposely restricting and eating about 150 calories a day or binging and purging and taking laxatives. But I know they can be mistaken for one or the other. Mine was definitely an eating disorder.
It was paired with body dysmorphia so it didn’t matter how much o wasted away I still saw a person that was huge.
I love proteins and veggies. I wanted to be a gym junkie but I haven’t had the time to go to the gym. Which sucks. I’d probably do so horrible now. I had built up some endurance before and it’s been months since I’ve last went to the gym.