It was fine 🙂
The dude was suppose to see me but he couldn't. Oh well. Moving on. I went out anyways I just got here like around 11:30 pm.
Im so tired lol. Plus that last post from Terry on WordPlayer is getting on my nerves--not exactly at Terry. But, it's confusing.
If he says it won't satisfy, then why the hell waste all that paper and ink in something that he knows the audience won't like?
Misty, he wants me to be like Hillary Duff, or Lindsy Lohan. He wants me to be a total girl whos obsessed with herself. Actually, his parents are pushing him. But he has his own brain, right? If he cared for me that much, he wouldn't care.
The last I saw him was in July. His mom called my in Dec 25th. She said that I had to go because he was waiting for me. That was all BS. He wanted to see if I have changed. He wanted to see if I was all girls showing off her breasts and wearing skirts. And when he saw the way I was, he was like "oh, nevermind." And his parents have me like on hold. They love me, but they will love me more if I be more girl in pink and obsessed with myself and looking at the mirror. Seriously, these ppl are like that.
And get this, they said, "oh we will give you a call in june." In other words that they are giving me time to change. They have me on freaking hold. This guy, I expected more from him. Instead, he prooved to me that he will love me for what HE wants me to be. That's not love, that's artificial love.
And I'm so angry and heart broken. I have been crying all day...I'm still crying.
OMG something similar happened to a friend of mine, she was going out with this guy. My friend is really pretty, They seemed to like each other, everything was going well. But, his mom started to butt in, telling him that she wasn't good enough for him, that she wasn't his type. His mom was always criticizing they way she dressed, anyways she brain washed him. They ended up braking up. But that was a good thing she found a good guy they got married and now they have a baby girl.
So Mina don't worry good things will come your way, I don't know you well, but you seemed like a really nice girl. Take this as one of many life experiences grow and learn from it. Don't let some one that doesn't deserve you get you down. Because you deserve so much better.
sorry to interupt or barge in you conversation but when a frien is in need i got to help! The same happened to my friend too she really like this guy they were going out for practically ever and before that she used to be this cute funny girl then after she started dating him she changed for him and she hated it but pretended to like it and she would go hoem and cry her eys out becuz she hates the way she acts and he was your popular type so she did all she could to impress but she stopped it! She knew he was a jerk and wasn't worth it. You shouldn't change for anyone and some guys can be really stupid sometimes. he doesn't deserve you and you are the better person here not him! i promise you you will find a perfect guy and be happy! ok well sorry for talkin though it was not directed at me and dreams do come true!
Always keep your head up, don't let anyone put you down or upset you. Not even some one that doesn't deserve you. Be patience you will find your prince charming. We all have had our hearts broken including me. It was a hard experience. But time made it all better, I moved on, I'm happy with the person that I am with.
About Surreal post, she admitted that she has issues, so we might as well ignore everything she says. BLAH BLAH BLAH. 😛