My Mind is Broken, As I stare into a Void of No return.

Clubbing, raving, all that jazz...its an awesome pick-me-up if you're feeling down, you just go in, chill back for a few minutes and appreciate the music, lights, people, and everything and think '.....**** yeah, this is what its about'..and everything else gets shut out while you're in there having the time of your life.

I can send you a happy hardcore set if you want, never fails to make me feel awesome cause its so uplifting and happy.

Originally posted by Mišt
Clubbing, raving, all that jazz...its an awesome pick-me-up if you're feeling down, you just go in, chill back for a few minutes and appreciate the music, lights, people, and everything and think '.....**** yeah, this is what its about'..and everything else gets shut out while you're in there having the time of your life.

I can send you a happy hardcore set if you want, never fails to make me feel awesome cause its so uplifting and happy.

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
Future Family.

That is if I have one, but it doesn't matter I wont know that they knew who I was.

*slaps you hard*

Vinny snap out of this.

You will have a future family. Look at you Vinny. Your really good looking and your looks will get better. What girl will say no to you. You will marry have children and be happy.

And you will know because you will leave them your work and your journals.

*Hugs you*

Ok one sec, I dunno what your music taste is so I dunno whether you'll like it or not, but crank this with your headphones before you go to bed (goes for about an hour), and just picture hanging out with all your friends and just remember the best times you've had with them, its awesome.

Aw isn't Mist the greatest.

Vinny cheer up.

Yeah, don't make us use the happy-happy-joy-joy helmet on you.

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
I do spend time with people in real life Mist 😬

Thats what I've been told by many.

Nope, I can't see this happening.

-> Trying to get my mind off it, But drawing a picture of me Emo didn't really take my mind off it.

Viny. do you want me to come to canada and shake this out of you.

Its very very sad.

shrug

Do you really have any real reason to feel depressed, or is it just a current state of mind? Cause, frankly there are about 3 billion people that would love to trade place with you in this world, no matter how sad you think you are, unless you have a true reason.

how about i call my sister she lives in Canada, she can come and cheer u up?
how about another hug? hug hug

"Do you really have any real reason to feel depressed, or us it just a current state of mind?"

Well, Its not just a state of mind I don't think, Its been going on a month or so now.

Has it got any other reason that just that fear of what will remain of you after death?

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
shrug

*packs my bag and books a flight.*

Vinny. You have friends here who are taking their time out to cheer you up. So please cheer up.

Your a good looking guy. One which a blank expression does not suit.

I know your going through our own personal hell right now. Aint we all.

Originally posted by Pandemoniac
Has it got any other reason that just that fear of what will remain of you after death?

Well, I'm not really sure.

I'll explain what it is exactly and you can decide:

My Fear of Death and the afterlife is destroing my sleepnig habits, causing me to do badly in school which is highly depressing me. The way I'm treated at school, and other things. But, Its mainly the death thing thats got me over the top on the depression...Oh did I forget to mention I think I wont accomplish anything?

I sound so pathetic right now, Jesus.

Those who worry about death never truly live

Originally posted by Strangelove
Those who worry about death never truly live

I'm not living then.

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
"Do you really have any real reason to feel depressed, or us it just a current state of mind?"

Well, Its not just a state of mind I don't think, Its been going on a month or so now.

its an age thing i think Ive been there... when i was about you're age.
and even if there are people who have it a lot worse, you just cant see it because you're so troubled and hurt yourself ( well its what i think )

Originally posted by Vinny Valentine
Well, I'm not really sure.

I'll explain what it is exactly and you can decide:

My Fear of Death and the afterlife is destroing my sleepnig habits, causing me to do badly in school which is highly depressing me. The way I'm treated at school, and other things. But, Its mainly the death thing thats got me over the top on the depression...Oh did I forget to mention I think I wont accomplish anything?

I sound so pathetic right now, Jesus.