I've got an idea.
couple months back i had this big Epiphany about my life, well, life in general.
Anyway, long story short, after getting my shit together and being way way WAY less irrational, i've noticed that i've clearly got some new limits to the amount of crap i can handle.
one thing that has always been a problem for me, is working while tired, i've called in way too many times on past jobs, even got fired for it once.
so this job, which i hate due to pay and co-workers and hours etc etc, i've really stuck to, never been late, never called in sick, even showed up under very little sleep.
so i want to test if i can be awake for say... 26 hours, and then go to work.
granted, i shouldnt be testing such things if i want to keep said job, But on the other hand, im about to get laid off anyway so i dont see much point in caring about it.
but the idea is still there, to push the limits of what i can do.
just to see if i can do it, to prove to myself that i really have changed that much.
sound logic i think, but i've been awake for a while, and lets face it i've never been all there if you know what i mean.
21 and getting my shit together, not a bad start i'd say.
now if i can only gets a job that pays well enough to move out.
also thinking about go to school to finish up my french learning, then spanish, then ASL(which im thinking about learning for shits and giggles) but i dont think they'd teach that at most places.