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Well, my school is a horrid school, and well, the Principal said he was doing good with the desicions he makes. So Sol said 'You think you're a good principal of this God forsaken school? Well look around you, it's plagued with dumbass gangbangers who think they run this place. You think these teachers do us any good when they don't even let students speak, they think they're dieties or hot shit? Oh, you're a good principal alright, so you can take all that bullshit that comes out of your mouth, stick it up your ass, and kiss the fattest part of the dean's asses.'

Originally posted by Sol Valentine
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Well, my school is a horrid school, and well, the Principal said he was doing good with the desicions he makes. So Sol said 'You think you're a good principal of this God forsaken school? Well look around you, it's plagued with dumbass gangbangers who think they run this place. You think these teachers do us any good when they don't even let students speak, they think they're dieties or hot shit? Oh, you're a good principal alright, so you can take all that bullshit that comes out of your mouth, stick it up your ass, and kiss the fattest part of the dean's asses.'

... you scare me sometimes.

I hate myself cry I really do hate myself..

It's called standing up for yourself and in what you believe.

Don't hate yourself, you're a pretty girl, you have a long time ahead of you. And plus, we'd miss you.

Originally posted by Sol Valentine
It's called standing up for yourself and in what you believe.

Don't hate yourself, you're a pretty girl, you have a long time ahead of you. And plus, we'd miss you.

lol thanks SolV... but the things I do...
I feel like a monster..

I'm a walking monster, but I can keep myself in control.

Just don't overwork yourself.

Originally posted by Sol Valentine
I'm a walking monster, but I can keep myself in control.

Just don't overwork yourself.

😬

Okay now. . .

Ugh I'll just post it here...

Ex : Lee
Boyfriend : David

Ok.. so for the past few days, David & I have been talking rather heatedly. We talked about our future, studies, etc.
So one day, it turns out that he had to go to court as a witness to a crime a guy he knew committed. He admitted, he was pissed at that guy. And I wasn't really sure of what had happened, so when I asked him, he snapped at me.
I might be too sensitive, but yeah, it hurt.

Ever since then (three days ago), we've been having on & off chats. We don't even have stable conversations anymore. It's always a "Hey, how are you?" "Hello," etc.

-

Lee, was my first boyfriend. I dumped after a 6 months relationship, because we lost communication for 3 of those months. But now, he's back. And he wants to try again. After 1 YEAR and a half. He's been around for a month now.
[David & I will have been together for 8 months this February 1st]
This is how our very 1st convo went:

Lee: So how's life?
Me: not so bad. you?
Lee: It's pretty quiet without you around.
Me: Oh.
[Awkward silence]
Lee: I missed you. I really did miss you.
Me: I missed you too bud.
Lee: You got a guy?
Me: Yeah.
[Another awkward silence]
Lee: Lily.. I really do miss you, and I want you back. I'm back now.
Me: Sorry Lee.. but no.
Lee: Ok.. well, I hope we can get back together someday.

I don't want to give up David.
But you know, for the past three days, I've been seeking comfort from Lee. I feel so wrong, and I know it's wrong. But then again, what if Lee doesn't have feelings for me? What if he just wants to have a girlfriend - bragging rights?
The times I had with David.. out of 100%, I had 92% great moments with him. With Lee, I had like 10% out of a 100% lol

But what I'm asking advice for, is about David. How can I tell him I feel like.. we're growing apart? I've talked to him quite a number of times, and he just.. gives a long explanation (or excuse) as to why.
And for Lee.. how can I tell him, I don't want to be in a relationship with him? I don't want to lead the guy on (if he hasn't had feelings for me already) and I definitely want to stop seeking comfort from Lee.

I feel like I'm cheating on David, but I don't mean to. I just have no one else to talk to.. paranoid
I really do hate myself sometimes.

Originally posted by LilyMaree
Ugh I'll just post it here...

Ex : Lee
Boyfriend : David

Ok.. so for the past few days, David & I have been talking rather heatedly. We talked about our future, studies, etc.
So one day, it turns out that he had to go to court as a witness to a crime a guy he knew committed. He admitted, he was pissed at that guy. And I wasn't really sure of what had happened, so when I asked him, he snapped at me.
I might be too sensitive, but yeah, it hurt.

Ever since then (three days ago), we've been having on & off chats. We don't even have stable conversations anymore. It's always a "Hey, how are you?" "Hello," etc.

-

Lee, was my first boyfriend. I dumped after a 6 months relationship, because we lost communication for 3 of those months. But now, he's back. And he wants to try again. After 1 YEAR and a half. He's been around for a month now.
[David & I will have been together for 8 months this February 1st]
This is how our very 1st convo went:

Lee: So how's life?
Me: not so bad. you?
Lee: It's pretty quiet without you around.
Me: Oh.
[Awkward silence]
Lee: I missed you. I really did miss you.
Me: I missed you too bud.
Lee: You got a guy?
Me: Yeah.
[Another awkward silence]
Lee: Lily.. I really do miss you, and I want you back. I'm back now.
Me: Sorry Lee.. but no.
Lee: Ok.. well, I hope we can get back together someday.

I don't want to give up David.
But you know, for the past three days, I've been seeking comfort from Lee. I feel so wrong, and I know it's wrong. But then again, what if Lee doesn't have feelings for me? What if he just wants to have a girlfriend - bragging rights?
The times I had with David.. out of 100%, I had 92% great moments with him. With Lee, I had like 10% out of a 100% lol

But what I'm asking advice for, is about David. How can I tell him I feel like.. we're growing apart? I've talked to him quite a number of times, and he just.. gives a long explanation (or excuse) as to why.
And for Lee.. how can I tell him, I don't want to be in a relationship with him? I don't want to lead the guy on (if he hasn't had feelings for me already) and I definitely want to stop seeking comfort from Lee.

I feel like I'm cheating on David, but I don't mean to. I just have no one else to talk to.. paranoid
I really do hate myself sometimes.

I can't advise you on who to choose,but if I was in your place I would try all efforts to stay with who I was with.
But that's all you.
However,if you aren't happy in a relationship with him there might not be much point continuing it of there is nothing more you can do.

You are not cheating on him by talking with someone else.
Don't hate yourself.

I beg your forgiveness,I give bad advice/comfort.

Originally posted by LilyMaree
😬

I seriously am a walking monster, the things I've done...

Originally posted by LilyMaree
Ugh I'll just post it here...

Ex : Lee
Boyfriend : David

Ok.. so for the past few days, David & I have been talking rather heatedly. We talked about our future, studies, etc.
So one day, it turns out that he had to go to court as a witness to a crime a guy he knew committed. He admitted, he was pissed at that guy. And I wasn't really sure of what had happened, so when I asked him, he snapped at me.
I might be too sensitive, but yeah, it hurt.

Ever since then (three days ago), we've been having on & off chats. We don't even have stable conversations anymore. It's always a "Hey, how are you?" "Hello," etc.

-

Lee, was my first boyfriend. I dumped after a 6 months relationship, because we lost communication for 3 of those months. But now, he's back. And he wants to try again. After 1 YEAR and a half. He's been around for a month now.
[David & I will have been together for 8 months this February 1st]
This is how our very 1st convo went:

Lee: So how's life?
Me: not so bad. you?
Lee: It's pretty quiet without you around.
Me: Oh.
[Awkward silence]
Lee: I missed you. I really did miss you.
Me: I missed you too bud.
Lee: You got a guy?
Me: Yeah.
[Another awkward silence]
Lee: Lily.. I really do miss you, and I want you back. I'm back now.
Me: Sorry Lee.. but no.
Lee: Ok.. well, I hope we can get back together someday.

I don't want to give up David.
But you know, for the past three days, I've been seeking comfort from Lee. I feel so wrong, and I know it's wrong. But then again, what if Lee doesn't have feelings for me? What if he just wants to have a girlfriend - bragging rights?
The times I had with David.. out of 100%, I had 92% great moments with him. With Lee, I had like 10% out of a 100% lol

But what I'm asking advice for, is about David. How can I tell him I feel like.. we're growing apart? I've talked to him quite a number of times, and he just.. gives a long explanation (or excuse) as to why.
And for Lee.. how can I tell him, I don't want to be in a relationship with him? I don't want to lead the guy on (if he hasn't had feelings for me already) and I definitely want to stop seeking comfort from Lee.

I feel like I'm cheating on David, but I don't mean to. I just have no one else to talk to.. paranoid
I really do hate myself sometimes.

Seeing as you had 10% of 100 of good moments with him, it's best that you try and tell him that you-- ahem, didn't have as much good moments you did with David. It's not like you're cheating on him, cheating is much, much, much worse than just talking to him.

Forgive me if I gave bad advice.

Thanks guys... hug

We're like.. arguing on MSN now (David & I)

Originally posted by LilyMaree
Thanks guys... hug

We're like.. arguing on MSN now (David & I)

Originally posted by TRH
Welcome
that sucks really bad🙁

I know cry

Originally posted by LilyMaree
I know cry

Originally posted by TRH
Ya know,that doesn't solve much.

😂 I know.
I just.. I'm so sick of relationships.
Maybe I should just end it.
I tried telling him what I posted above, and he got pissed off at me. He snapped at me and just.. stopped talking to me.

Originally posted by LilyMaree
😂 I know.
I just.. I'm so sick of relationships.
Maybe I should just end it.
I tried telling him what I posted above, and he got pissed off at me. He snapped at me and just.. stopped talking to me.

Originally posted by TRH
After mine was over I was to, but you can't stay sick of them for long.

Yeah...

Originally posted by LilyMaree
Yeah...

Originally posted by LilyMaree
Thanks guys... hug

We're like.. arguing on MSN now (David & I)

Well, if you were a ghetto chick(Thank God you're not) You'd probably slap the shiz outta him and go out with some random guy just to anger him. But You're welcome. hug

Originally posted by Sol Valentine
Well, if you were a ghetto chick(Thank God you're not) You'd probably slap the shiz outta him and go out with some random guy just to anger him. But You're welcome. hug