Originally posted by Shakyamunison
You were easier to deal with back then. 😉
Yeah....Capt Fantastic and Adam Poe are mad at me, because they know their same approach is no longer valid 😆
Ne ways, enough of them...I put them on Ignore. From now on, anyone who has any issue against me, who addresses me in an ill or irrational manner is on my Ignore. I will waste no time.
I will visit this site less often...I have plans for this summer, and I intend to stay loyal to them. I have a new boyfreind (well....hes my ex, but we're back together), and I intend to make things right.
KMC has been my outlet for a long time....my escape from the pressures of my real life...none of you have any idea what my life is really like.....i haven't even mentioned some of the sh*t I endure, because its too painful.
School, Work, no days off, bad relationships, having to get tested every fkn month...that's not even the surface of my life.
But I learned that I can control it....my life is mine. No one else's. Anyone who harms or offends me only succeeds in doing so because I allow it. And for no other reason.
I will continue to post on KMC. I will not simply run away because a few dozen people are nasty...however, I will only post things that I feel will help people. In anyway what so ever.
I am done bashing, and I am done allowing myself to be bashed as well. This negativity is so superficial and contains no substance.
However, I have a lot on my mind. And I need to speak...I need to write..I need to learn. KMC has taught me a lot...I am now a Buddhist, simply because of the motivation I have recieved from some wondorful members here.
I have also learned that I am not the only one with problems....no offense, but all of you have issues...if you didn't, you wouldn't waste your time arguing with other people and getting frustrated on this forum.
I also know what I do not want to become.....thanks for that.
Shakymunison....you and Smiter are my best freinds here. Thanks for all your wisdom, thanks for hearing me out with all those PM's and emails, and may we further communicate for years to come.
To everyone else...everyone I ever offended and insulted....Feceman, Nellinator, Regret, PVS (schecter), Whodamandog (Thundar), Bardock42, Capt Fantastic, Adam Poe, Adarksiedjedi, Storm, Lil Bitchiness, Muslimscholar, Fatima, Lord xyz,
Nvrbeenwthagirl, Captain Maynard, Vinny Valentine, Marko, Marcello, Marcu, Soleran, Jesusisalive, TheEndisNear, Alpha Centauri, Alliance, etc.
I apologize
I don't care if your sorry...i don't care if you care that I apologize...this is something I am saying because I am done. From this night on, there will not be another word out of my mouth that possesses the intent to insult or bash another person for whatever reason.
Do, Say, Think whatever you want...I do not care. But I have a lot to focus on....I wish you all the best.