i think the universe, the practical one, has an inbuilt tendency to sometimes act chaotically, unpredictabily and break a number of known rules and concepts that it adheres to for the most part. i believe that physical laws are simply our attempt to, most conveniently define, the phenomenon that the universe itself expresses, they are not existing outside the universe and giving it order, but are the best fit contexts given to what is shown to us by the universe. the irregularity i talked about before gives rise to mystical and, IN PART , illogical phenomenons. i believe that even though our body and mind and neural impulses are are made up of physical, or PERCIEVEABLY physical things, and they DO directly affect our CONCIOUNCE/CONCIOUSNESS, they are NOT our conciousness, our SOUL{if thas what people wanna call it} ARISES, as a result of these physical processes but is different from them{the same way the equations of einstien are made up of ink particles, on paper and were made due to the force of a complex physical structure called the finger, yet the ink, paper, and force of hand is NOT the equation istself but the equation is concept which is only seen when u look at the particles of ink, etc in a certain PERSPECTIVE, } from the mathematical PERSPECTIVE, the order, concept of soul which is given rise to as a direct result of the physical body, even though its a completely virtual concept, starts to interact with itself without any outside physical occurance, unpredictably and becomes self contained to a great extent and starts to grow, affected, but not created by a direct result of the physical outside particles etc. from the perspective of the universes tendency at times to be ILLOGICAL, this virtual construct fits rather comfortably inside the seeming unpredictable chaos and can be given a number of traditional/non traditional spiritual reasons for existance{eg, primordial WILL shaped itself into a conciounce, the souls has always existed as a concept and concepts cant be destroyed etc etc} . on a larger scale all things percieved, thought, etc, are really completely subject, strictly speaking and the WORLD {not only as one sees it, but since we ARE individuals, as a whole too} is merely a creation of ur own self which might or might not exist, logical idead might be illogical, existance, might not EXIST, and ur conciounce might not even be anyhting at ALL. all things are subjective and u cant be sure of anything, only of what this FEALING, translates and percieves things to be in a potentially infinite number of perspectives.
my perspective tells me, or rather, TOLD me, that concepts dont need, minds, or even existance to "exist"{i dont know of a better word in this sphere of perception}. they are often, if not self contradictory{not in logic but in the context that they THEMSELVES give rise to}, self CONTAINED and complete in THEMSELVES, they dont need cause or sustainance to EXIST, therefore, technically, ALL things exist, all concepts, all scenarios{e.g existance, non existance, presence, absence, love, hate, despair, the fact that according to ur perspective killing innocent is good} exist, only not in our realm of perception or existance. furthermore, since its all perspective, a PERCEPTUALLUY physical thing{if such a thing really exists} can be named a number of different things depending on perspective, with none any more true than the other and there being only truth to it in ur PERSPECTIVE.
3 other things, my SELF reveals to me is, that if one can completely let go of self, u can learn to comprehend and accept practically all concepts there are {given that u are completely unSELFish if u rent, the number is less than infinity and is infinite, depending on ur ego/self} and in that u find, not only enlightenment, but LOVE. the second part is about love, why is it better then hate if all things are existant and subjective, i cant really say, just that, u dont feal hate in acceptance of even sumthing hateful, if ur unselfish, it turns into love, and well, once u can truly comprehend the SELF{which is a combination of, but not limited to the nearly infinite existing concepts, part of it is transendance even from concepts} u are likely to fall and feal harder for it than just a single, complete concept, giving rise to TRUE love{i.e, unelfish, often one way, romantic love between two minds/souls/conciousness}. the third is, there is only ONE thing that "I"{and i cant generalise it to others because they are at any rate products of my perception and not unbiased information} exist in whatever way shape or form, "i" may not have free will, but i have self awareness and a conciounce which exist with certainty only in what i call, NOW, not the past, nor the future, thats probably the only EXISTANCE, of which i can TRUYLY be reasonable sure about.
so yeah, the world is WIERD. and this thread makes me talk wierd, lol.
I think the Universe is a wondorful thing that chose to become self aware through the phenomena of life.
We all belong to this universe- our bodies, our dreams, our thoughts, our beleifs, our myths, our actions and emotions are all born of this universe.
An emotion is a result or rather a response to what already exists, so in a way the universe further creates more aspects of itself through us...small aspects, but these aspects matter the way your blood cells or nerve cells matter.
I think our world and universe are so wondrous, and we take what is there for granted. Either that, or we choose to define something we do not understand through our own mythologies (religion), while not seeing what is truly there.