AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!just realised, mine could be sparrabeth anywayz!!! coz my first name is bethany!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SPARRABETH OR SPARRADEATH!
This means this: Sparrabeth is the topic of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Ahhhhhh, now! 3-2-1 Run and Sparrabeth or face unwanted death!!!!!!!!!! Did I tell you, I am basically been bedridden for 3 years but on brink my whole life? Emotional weakness from abuse." And no not crazy, just something funny and real.
The "unwanted death" does not mean any threat from myself. Don't you know I am here to help? I can go off and do other things. I majored in music just to find meaning in my life and entertainment, so what I did would mean something. Life is such a hit-and-run. I am always changing what major I want. Business is safe because it is not like you are just a an organist. But I knew that already...
Yes, I am at that level. I chose to go to a private Catholic college and took honors. I did some crazy projects and connected my major and the regular curriculum, and that part is quite neat. Later, I found myself sometimes wishing I did something else, like Business or even Psychology Pre-Med, like I ruined something special about life.
That connected in what Sparrabeth would be to me. I cannot really think of it now, but some of you might know what I mean? I am not crazy at all! I am just me! I am just really really artsy! Anyone else here artsy perchance? Or were you in high school? Did you remain so?