Originally posted by Punkyhermy
ohh i know.its so hard imagining death when you're alive.
i cannot believe that he isn't here anymore.
i just can't see it. or accept it.
🙁
God expects too much from us i feel...
I know how you feel. 🙁 I just lost my uncle about a month ago and I just couldnt accept the fact that he was gone. It makes me sad just thinking about it.
Originally posted by Punkyhermy
my grampa left.left us.
left the world.
all i can think of is yesterday in the water. i was swimming on my back and my ears were under so i could only hear the splashes the swimmers in other lanes made. and up ahead, in the sky was a plane, streaking across the sky so far away. and that then and there. he was here.
and now he's not.
life makes no sense.
😕
Originally posted by BlackSunshine
I know how you feel. 🙁 I just lost my uncle about a month ago and I just couldnt accept the fact that he was gone. It makes me sad just thinking about it.
aww...really?🙁
whatever happened to him?
i know. i woke up today to a house full of mourners. i went out and sat on the grass. felt the sun on me and the air lifting my hair. the very thought that he now cannot experience this is..i can't explain the feeling.
i can't see how he doesn't exist anymore.
how can someone not exist?
just how?!
😕
*sigh*
Originally posted by Punkyhermy
aww...really?🙁whatever happened to him?
i know. i woke up today to a house full of mourners. i went out and sat on the grass. felt the sun on me and the air lifting my hair. the very thought that he now cannot experience this is..i can't explain the feeling.
i can't see how he doesn't exist anymore.
how can someone not exist?
just how?!
😕
*sigh*
He died in a car accident. I hate talking about it. 🙁 It makes me sick. He was like a dad to me and my sisters. He was always with us and he did everything he could for us.
Originally posted by Punkyhermy
aww...really?🙁whatever happened to him?
i know. i woke up today to a house full of mourners. i went out and sat on the grass. felt the sun on me and the air lifting my hair. the very thought that he now cannot experience this is..i can't explain the feeling.
i can't see how he doesn't exist anymore.
how can someone not exist?
just how?!
😕
*sigh*
It is a painful thing loosing your grandparent, when my grandmother fell ill my dad didn’t take it very well and started to go crazy trying to find a way to cure her cancer. When she finally passed that what broke him and he went completely nuts and pretty much because a hermit which my mom couldn’t handle and they ended up getting a divorce and the man I knew growing up was gone so I lost two people that day.
Originally posted by Mr. Bacon
weve discussed this topic and have come to no real answers, if there is one out there who knows, yet i know how you feel, when my great grandfather died this past fall its so hard to believe how sudden it can be. And then after you just cant really comprehend any of it, it leaves the mind muddled. But keep your head high and know that he was happy in life and would want you to be strong. hug
yeah...i'm aware. that is true. all i know for sure is, he was an amazing man. lead a full life. and he was so healthy. no serious health problems until the abrupt heart attack that took him. 🙁
buthe did have a good long life. so he was lucky.
all that pains is that we lost him. 😬
Originally posted by ThePittman
It is a painful thing loosing your grandparent, when my grandmother fell ill my dad didn’t take it very well and started to go crazy trying to find a way to cure her cancer. When she finally passed that what broke him and he went completely nuts and pretty much because a hermit which my mom couldn’t handle and they ended up getting a divorce and the man I knew growing up was gone so I lost two people that day.
ohh wow.
i'm so so sorry! 🙁
i can imagine. both my parents were really really close to this grandad of mine.so yeah...they are in terrible shape. 😬