Super Marie 64
Queen of Feuds
I know what I know not because of google, but because I devote myself to problems people around me have.
It is true, I research a lot, and google is one of many sources that aid in this process. There is no shame in that, not that I see how anything I've said has lead you to the false conclusion that I spend all my time on google. There is such a thing as love for knowledge, something you should try get yourself involved with.
It would help you a lot. Plane out your schedule for a day, sit down and read about people that has overcome ADHD and Dyslexia, particularly the stories of some famous people. It is a healthy reading and it has helped people before you.
You can say I'm full of it however much you want. That doesn't make me wrong on this matter. There are perspectives, there are opinions, people that can agree and those that won't.
There is one absolute truth to all of this, though: It't not a curse. It's an opportunity. A chance for you to prove to yourself that you are stronger than first believed.
I don't really care about your lack of care on the matter. I do care about people that believe it's easier to give up than to try hard, but not enough to fight a lost cause. All I can do is hope to bump you in the right direction.
If you don't want to deal with your problems, that's your problem. I've said all I will to deaf ears.