long distance realtionship; i need your help
I have felt so depressed lately. I keep thinking negative thoughts. I m 16 and right now its the summer time and its expose to be fun. my senior year is coming up and i m taking courses i really like and are easy.
My boyfriend lives 40 mins away and hes always working and hes 16 too. We text alot and talkk on the phone everyday. But when hes at work, i just get so stressed out and start thinking bad. like what if i get an f on my report card and my parents wont let me see him. My boyfriend corey, promised we he'd still be with me even if he couldnt see me for a year. He said dont worry. he hates seeing me worrying. hes the sweetest thing alive and i couldnt picture my life without him. I know how people are like your to young to be in love, but no i m not. Hes so major and i love him stronger everyday. I just get sick to my stomcatch thinking my life without him.. I know he loves me.
He told me about how he was going to date a girl in canada[before he knew me] which of course is like 10 000 miles away from him, but somehow that brought joy to me. Because knowing if he can date a girl in canada without seeing her he wont have a problem with not seeing me that much. His mom is really nice and will take him down here sometimes as well as my mom.
but idk i just get so stressed out.. I m home alone in the mornings and my mom gets home at 12 in the afternoon.
idk why i m thinking this.
I know he loves me and i know he'll always be there. and i m taking easy courses next year. and even if i get an f on my report card my parents will only take away the computer not my hanging out privleges.
but i think happy knowingi have someone who loves me.
i only get to see corey maybe twice every other week.
but someone help me coup with my feelings.
make me feel likke i m not alone i nthis.
tell me everything is ok.
thank you