i don't know. sometimes i want to be like Mother Teresa, but once i started to ask myself can be just like her? doing good things to all people i meet no matter what? can i stand the pressure that sometimes life is just not that easy and many times people do bad things to me. and that hurts me. can i still have a heart for those 'bad people'?
at another time i want to have lots of money so that i can do whatever i want. yet still i ask myself if money is the answer for everything? and the answer is no. and here i am, living my life in between the two thoughts, but i'm happy with that anyway coz at least i still able to think about something 😛