Mocked
Ok, for starters, I sound like I was raised around whites, and this pissed off a lot of blacks, most of my life. So, guess what happened lately? Certain types of black people started copying the way I spoke and mocking it and amplifying it until it pissed off whites, the only ones I have observed who isn't "pissing" off whites are gay males who sound like white women. And this is nothing against ghetto blacks, but it is a comment on bullying someone who is obvously not into the same culture, but trying to create an uneasyness until that person is isolated.
The white men who were flirting with me, they were threated to be beat up, did you know that? The white guy who I love, was put in a position to flea town 3-4 months ago.
Also, on yahoo, someone was pretending they were me online and using and smearing my name, and now, I may have to change it.
A few ladies at work started wearing the same hair wig that I wear (I have some hair loss do to something, not sure if it was medication that did it or some sort of woodoo, doctors aren't able to tell me why this has happened, so I was never wearing wigs to appear more white, as I am a dark skinned woman, I wore the best ones I could afford b/c of the issue I had, and I tried to wear it well and cover the problem with grace and happiness, but that just caused some folks to mock the hair style and the most ghettoist woman at work, who don't even hold a degree to their names, started talking like loud (paris hilton type) white women, esp. when they saw I was around.
The ones who were so very ghetto thought that I was dismissing them b/c they are black, as to them EVERYTHING IS A RACIAL ISSUE, if I had a dollar for every racial insecurity that was given to me, I would be rich. They thought I was telling them to stay in their place, so they started mocking me, but what I was saying is STOP BULLYING ME, and if someone tried that, as they did, even almost knocking me down at work, I would just toot my nose at them, did you know what started to happen? Whites and Asians started tooting their nose at me, why? B/c of something they didn't realize, the conflicts of CONTROL goiing on with these types of blacks, as they are the ones who can only learn from blacks and have made it so that educated blacks are forced to live among them and those have ended up dead, b/c these kind of blacks don't handle conflict with just words, words are fighting words, and the wrong image can invoke violence. If any white person wants those kind of blacks or anyone to stay in their place, I could and would understand, who wants to live in fear or threat? That's what causes high blood pressure, not racism, but fear and threats that blacks use on each other. I lived in E. Brooklynn for 3 years and I worked around blacks who lived only around blacks, and I saw the difference of how they resolved conflicts, that's how I know what I am stating. Not b/c I am prejudice, as I am not, b/c I know plenty of blacks who grew up around mostly whites or who are multi-racial and who are very different in behavior/manners.
I am an Electrical Engineer.
I fell in love with a white guy BEFORE HE MARRIED. That b/c a race issue to a lot of blacks.
Blacks mess it up for EVERYBODY, people use to tell me this when I was younger and I always dismissed it until NOW.
The whites who know me, they know that the culture that I was raised around was one of Southern culture, so, it's moreso a society of being soft spoken, friendly, and cordial. But, about 2-3 weeks ago, I was at the company gym, the place that I had to quit b/c of the mocking (again, they mess things up for people, esp. people who look similar to them, it's really terrible), and 5-6 white men looked my way, NO BIGGIE, so guess what happened? The black ladies at work, straight from the ghetto, started trying to get my attention, they never sought it before, so I ignored it. So, they started wearing the tightest cloths and displaying anything sluttish to compete with what they thought was a competition, getting into the faces of people who they don't even know just b/c they are white b/c they wanted to "compete" with me, it caused a BIG issue at work, huge, it was only b/c white men were looking at me, if they didn't, these females would have ignored me like they did most of my life or just continue to mock my speech.
Now when I see blacks, the ones who "sound white" are very cruel and mean, and seem to be exacting some sort of superiority pecking order, which is something I never did at all.
The only trouble I had with some ghetto blacks was when I shopped at the organic food market, and some would get too comfortable saying things to me and I never knew them and other customer's would wonder what they were talking about, it was just so intrusive, and when I speak to a white person, I do not intrude on their life or their behavior or their manners, but some of these black folks PUSHED AND PUSHED AND PUSHED AND PUSHED until it started to somehow make ME LOOK BAD and a black female at work said that the new order now is to stay in your place. So basically, blacks b/c jealous that I was friendly with whites, they used my name and defamed me online, someone even on this message board, used "storm" and started writing things in a contrary manner, knowing very well that my avatar is Storm. And, some of these jealous hearted females started talking like they are white really loudly - paris hilton kinda "white", the kind that would piss off any tatooed white person, until it seemed almost embarrassing.
NOw, I am afraid to open my mouth in public, I usually just cover my mouth and try to deepen my voice. I quit my job, all b/c of the games of black people.
Thanks, as it really is true, they really do mess it up for people.
And what has happened is that people who are Hispanic (as I am Hispanic too) and other minorities started to follow suit and that pissed off the wrong person.
Blacks like to dominate too much, too much, whites never treated me the way they do now, and it was b/c of what has been happening over the past 2-3 weeks. And even with myself, I started to feel like my voice was amplified in a strage way and I was so ditzy, everything was so amplified.
I have been through a lot in my life, mainly b/c of someone black.
I don't see how someone who was raised soley around blacks can sound like a white woman, unless they are just playing games and trying to mock a person and piss people off until all blacks who truly sound "white" are now being seen as a leper.
THANKS.
And I am an Electrical Engineer, not b/c cI needed someone who was slightly mixed black as a role model, most of my math and science role models weren't even FEMALE, so pro-blacks who are sometimes ghettoish in nature, should realize that just b/c someone is mixed slightly black, doesn't mean that they look to blacks as their model, as if they did that, they probably wouldn't be educated in anything at all, hence maybe some reason why ghettoish blacks are uneducated, they could only learn from someone who looked exactly like them, they could only learn principles that come from someone black, and if they don't see that, they mock it or ignore it, and then, blame whites for their lack of education. And mock a ground woman who has an EE degree and tutored many blacks and whites and others, not b/c of their skin color, but b/c it was my job. And when I was doing that, some blacks started to talk about race, b/c I was up for an award, and they started to complain that some were wondering about my race and I told them that if that's something I don't think about, what is it to anybody, esp. if you are getting the skills you need to get your grades?
Out of a job b/c I was being reduced and mocked by blacks!!!!!!!!