Two Paths: Conservatism and Liberalism
It's funny that we have such a dichotomy of perspectives which seem to have so much in common.
I have considered myself Liberal for about 3-4 years. I have been angry at Conservatism for its rather oppressive idealogies, and obsession with tradition and the status quo. My anger escalated to levels where I resented anyone for being Republican, eventually even starting to have a different perspective of religious people.
Where I once thought religion=good, I then thought religion=bad. Because of Liberal Media, and Conservative Media (such as Fox News), I simply thought all Conservatives were closed minded, pig headed, deluded, greedy, selfish, money hungry oppressors. I hated Conservatives, and thier unsupported, biased, blind and harmful idealogies.
But as time progressed, I learned that it's not that black and white. Conservative people in general, are not these hateful, restricted, blind, stupid zombies. In fact, many of them are rather warm, smart, and even open minded people. They are no different then myself in the long run.
So I went from one conclusion to another. Conservatives are not motivated by greed or hate.
I decided that Conservatives are motivated by Fear.
Now, please understand this is a generalization. I know not all Conservatives are motivated by constant fear, but most active Conservatives portray actions and speech which lead to me conclude so.
Conservative Christians seem to be motivated by the Fear of Hell, Fear of God's wrath, Fear of punishment, and seem to respect Fear as a very necessary tool.
Conservative Atheists seem to be motivated by fear of Change. Fear of progression, fear of deviation from the status quo. I am very convinced of this.
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However..
I then realized that Liberals are no different.
I have attended the School of Visual Arts, a very Liberal school in NYC, for 3 years. And you know what ? Liberal people are just as judgemental and closed minded as Conservatives are.
I have come onto KMC forums, and other communities, and seen that Liberals insult other people just as much as Conservatives. Liberal people attack, judge, accuse, lie, and cause just as much negativity and pain as Conservatives have.
Liberals can be just as superficial and harmful as any Conservative on Earth.
The whole Hollywood "thin is in" bullshit, has been propaganded by Liberal trendsetters. Conservatives had almost nothing to do with that, in fact, Conservatives were on the opposite end of the spectrum, denouncing sexuality in general.
Liberals have used humor, money, media, culture, art, and other forms of social propaganda to attack not only political conservatives, but famous and non-famous persons who never asked to be put on that spot.
Liberals may tend to be against homophobia and racism, far more than Conservatives are, but Liberals still subscribe to superficiality, another form of discrimination.
Where I once thought Liberals were a type of people who promote understanding, open mindedness, and fair perspective...I then realize that Liberals have thier own unjust biases, and attack just as unfairly as Conservatives do.
I came to the Conclusion that Liberals are motivated by Anger.
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Anger and Fear. Two Paths. None of which I want to take.
So where I once considered myself a proud Liberal, I can no longer stand on their side. I cannot stand by a power of people who are hypocrites, and who have done, and still do just as much harm as the other side does.
And I will never consider myself a Conservative either, for I have already stated why in plenty other threads.
I am either both, or neither now.
The dichotomy is an illusion, because Liberals and Conservatives are both the same.