Losing my boyfriend of 1 year, 9 months and 14 days, having to put my dog to sleep in 2002, my hamster dying just this past May, ATV wreck back in 2001 or 2002 that nearly killed my Dad and I, being sick almost every month of my childhood, my cousin dying at 17 years old of cancer, reocurring feelings for my ex sometimes, verbal fights, anxiety attacks that I thought were going to kill me, losing friends, etc.