hehe, yeah, I usually can't fall asleep right away, so I always want to give someone a back rub, or this facial rub I do, it will make you completely numb. I did it in theatre once to this guy and he fell off his chair when I finished and turned around, because according to him, "It ended way too abruptly."
Well the situation has been created on the grounds that the relationship itself dies at the end of the next semester when I move back to Chelmsford and she tries to stay up north near her mother. This automatically uts us both back to square one with both of us being single and as such she felt that as she trusts me she would like to live out all those fantasies now with someone she knows has a past that indicates that they would not be prudish. Sounds a bit Chasing Amy to me but none the less I agreed and as such the world continues to spin a while longer, this was clearly not the perfect girl I was looking for but by the same token at least everything is more or less pleasant at the moment.
As to massages I learnt how to do that when younger, it is far easier to give an effective massage to a lady at the same time as having to be cautious and restrained as women have far more nerve endings across there back that stimulate and far too often rather than soothing aches you are generating other sensations...