Originally posted by FistOfThe North
Was every single piece of pro-Black lit or material you've found negative? You make it seem as if the Black culture is 100% negative. Sure there're elements within it that need (alot) of work, probably more-so than not, but you can't honestly believe it's 100% negative especially when you know it's really not. Your putting everyone on in here, I can sense it. Your not fooling me, though. That's why I've never really responded to you cause your speaking out of frustration cause you can't be serious. You fought for Blacks and you were seemingly shunned by them. A bitten hand is not an easy thing to recover from. The things you say are most likely the result of mild trauma perhaps. You definitely have a subjective tone.And don't confuse gender with race. Women are they are because they are just that: Women.
And I've never been forced to assimilate into Black culture, and I'm around Blacks alot. I think it's all about confidence. They probably only do that to people they know they can control or whom seem weak or shy or naive or scared but it's not a Black culture or racial thing, it's more of an assholish thing. And i think you'd agree that their type comes in all shapes and forms. (and colors). So snap out of it.
When I was in NY, I was doing really well in school (at one point), and a black kid asked me how i was doing, and i skipped along and said doing very well and i scowled him for not studying more. When I started to slip, he bumped into me, asked how I was doing, and I said not well, and he literally skipped like a girl, skipped along with a smile.
When I was in Klantown, a class kid (who was going to join the klan) would always sit next to me. I was doing better in the class then him. He told me why he WANTED to join and that he wanted to only marry white. I told him that he is slipping in school and won't be able to provide very well if he's slipping (and I even told'm he better improve or else). He improved and then, encouraged me to improve when I was slipping, he never mocked me when I was down. I am not stating the klan is good, I know how your logic works and can image you thinking this. I am stating that one would think that I would rec'v more discouragement from a classmate who was into the klan then a classmate (in a different state) that was similar in skin hue, both male, one was encouraging, the other was more competitive and spiteful and found it necessary to mock me. I beleive it would be blacks to see me fall before anyone else (based on SO MUCH PAST HISTORY), as I found them to feel more so negative and discouraging, and mocking, and bullying.
Both were boys, one sought to see me beneath him (the black kid) who happily skipped along after learning i wasn't doing well), and the other one, even though he was klan, encouraged me just the same way I encouraged him. The kid in NY, I was actually encouraging him to study, as I scowled him, and people do not scowl you if they want you to stay the same. But he sought to lower and mock.
Again, when I have dealt with blacks, it's been a negative experience, even when they got me to fight for them b/c they felt whites were out to "kill them off", I was right there to help save the day, but all that did was bring on more negativity, as I soon realized that it was just a distraction.
I am part Indian, and plenty of Indians have acknowledged this aspect of myself (before I even did), none of them have used me or mocked me, none of them told me of how bad whites are and how I needed to fight the power for them. I am part Hispanic, and plenty of Hispanics understand this when they see me, NEVER EVER had them impose themselves on me, I don't want to learn Spanish, plenty are like that, some do and some don't. There is a certain type of bullying done with blacks that I HAVE EXPERIENCED, that's my experience. And I hold onto some aspects of Indian and Hispanic culture but it's subtle, and not based on language, more like cooking style and other little things. But by no means is it in my culture to bully others the way I've been bullied. And the bullying didn't change my mind, it made me resentful and later, caused me to think that this is something rehearsed too often among blacks, as I've seen it done over and over and over and over. I don't know if this is only done to people who kinda look black, or it this extends to some whites and Asians as well. Not sure how it's done, but there is a need to impose an acceptance, when it's not the race I have trouble with, it's the culture. And again, I am part Indian and Hispanic, and never felt so mocked or bullied by either group. And I know plenty of Hispanics who LOVE whites and plenty of Indians who LOVE whites. I don't know how other Indians or Hispanics treat them, but for me, I don't punish or mock them or tell them they should or shouldn't talk, walk, act, or think, their disposition, imo, has to do with their personality and something in their personality is attracted to white culture. As there are Indians and Hispanics who are naturally attracted to black culture. I figure it's in their personality that draws them into the culture. It's their choice. I don't dictate to others who they need to act like and what they need to do.
I can say, even with the duke lacrosse issue. The only way the DA was able to get the world captured into this case was to state the lady was black. I saw her picture, she's Asian and black. And if I saw her pass by me, I wouldn't impose her as black, she would have to tell me what culture she's into and I would go from there. Once the DA imposed her race, then it was a matter of making it a BLACK AND WHITE issue. When really, it wasn't even about race at all. But that caused a lot of problems as people chose sides based on race. Did the community really care about that girl, imo, I don't think so. She was a pawn for them to argue about how rich the university is and how the neighboring area is poor, they used it to leverage a greater argument about economy. I never visited NC, but her life is probably a mess b/c of her family upbringing and nurture/culture, moreso then being "black" or poor (if she's even poor). I've known of blacks to do this to females like her, she has a certain look, and therefore, she's trash. And for her to fight that kind of thing, she would have to surround herself with new friends and probably take a different look at her culture and heritage. And she would have to change her world view of life or how the world sees her. Again, I lived in Atlanta, and I've seen how the Moorhouse men (the ones with money) treat the "chicken heads" of the ghetto or housing projects. I don't think it's any more humiliating coming from a black person or a white person. To be humiliated is all the same. And that lady was taught she was nothing, and I don't think it's race, as much as it's how people taught her to view herself. But again, she danced for some white dudes, it went bad (as it would in her way of handling things, as she's taught to think this way about herself), and she was used as a guinea pig, she's not even fully black. But the story was "black female" raped by "white college kid". The way things are spindled around is just ridiculous.
And my issue is only in ideology, and as much as I have been mocked and hurt within black culture, I've never sabotaged a black person, or tried to get whites to attack another black person (or any person). I've never used my energy and personality and charisma to pull someone down. But, I can't say the same with my experience with black culture. And the fact that I am honest has put me in the hot zone. But these same blacks are the same ones living among whites as they know darn well they want to get away from the negativity within black culture. And no, I don't judge them for that, I judge them for imposing themselves on me. As my culture, what I cultivate isn't to impose on others in that manner. Nor is it to seek the downfall of someone, or hurt or mock another person. I have had lots of friends, of all races, all of them can say that I am warm and sweat, but certainly not the type to bully or appreciate being bullied. Nor the type to hurt someone or seek their demise or to bring them negativity or mock them. It's just not my culture or personality. And so, I'm not wrong for being honest with myself or the world by stating I don't agree with black culture OF TODAY, that doesn't mean I need to have it imposed on me to prove me wrong. It means I want to be left alone.
So, in closing, just don't respond to this post, it helps me move on faster. I would rather not talk about black issues or culture anymore. But as long as someone respondes to what I write and I find it contridictary to my intentions/motive or belief system, I'll continue to write back to correct any misinterpretations...again, the trouble i have had is with bullish culture, and it's been mostly with black culture, it was never about race, but CULTURE
Originally posted by FistOfThe North
One, maybe two of my eye blinks had more of an impact on me than that "sock". And you called that the best to date. You liked it more than I felt indifferent about it. How amusingly odd. lol.And surely you jest in implying that I'm that extreme, Robtard. He wants to annihilate the White race completely into extinction.
I may've been called evil on here and in my personal life, numerous times, (especially by women) but i don't think I'm extreme to his degree. I wouldn't say that.
And, from one guy to another, please don't talk about my penis and why and if it's hard..
Thanks. (if you agreed not to do it again.)
What in the unholy **** are you ranting on about now? Eye blinks? Also, you didn't think he was a sock until several people pointed it out,so don't try and play it off now.
I'll never really know if you're really that extreme or not, but you have dropped hints in the past, I remember you once saying "Whites will get what's coming to them..." before. I doubt you meant something benevolent. There's also the numerous "classic" quotes of yours posted here about "genetics", "passed along racism", "bloodlines" etc.
Oh shut it you closet-cased homosexual, like me saying "hard-on" is really going to do anything to you personally.
You're welcome.
Originally posted by Czarina_Czarina
When I was in NY, I was doing really well in school (at one point), and a black kid asked me how i was doing, and i skipped along and said doing very well and i scowled him for not studying more. When I started to slip, he bumped into me, asked how I was doing, and I said not well, and he literally skipped like a girl, skipped along with a smile.When I was in Klantown, a class kid (who was going to join the klan) would always sit next to me. I was doing better in the class then him. He told me why he WANTED to join and that he wanted to only marry white. I told him that he is slipping in school and won't be able to provide very well if he's slipping (and I even told'm he better improve or else). He improved and then, encouraged me to improve when I was slipping, he never mocked me when I was down. I am not stating the klan is good, I know how your logic works and can image you thinking this. I am stating that one would think that I would rec'v more discouragement from a classmate who was into the klan then a classmate (in a different state) that was similar in skin hue, both male, one was encouraging, the other was more competitive and spiteful and found it necessary to mock me. I beleive it would be blacks to see me fall before anyone else (based on SO MUCH PAST HISTORY), as I found them to feel more so negative and discouraging, and mocking, and bullying.
Both were boys, one sought to see me beneath him (the black kid) who happily skipped along after learning i wasn't doing well), and the other one, even though he was klan, encouraged me just the same way I encouraged him. The kid in NY, I was actually encouraging him to study, as I scowled him, and people do not scowl you if they want you to stay the same. But he sought to lower and mock.
Again, when I have dealt with blacks, it's been a negative experience, even when they got me to fight for them b/c they felt whites were out to "kill them off", I was right there to help save the day, but all that did was bring on more negativity, as I soon realized that it was just a distraction.
I am part Indian, and plenty of Indians have acknowledged this aspect of myself (before I even did), none of them have used me or mocked me, none of them told me of how bad whites are and how I needed to fight the power for them. I am part Hispanic, and plenty of Hispanics understand this when they see me, NEVER EVER had them impose themselves on me, I don't want to learn Spanish, plenty are like that, some do and some don't. There is a certain type of bullying done with blacks that I HAVE EXPERIENCED, that's my experience. And I hold onto some aspects of Indian and Hispanic culture but it's subtle, and not based on language, more like cooking style and other little things. But by no means is it in my culture to bully others the way I've been bullied. And the bullying didn't change my mind, it made me resentful and later, caused me to think that this is something rehearsed too often among blacks, as I've seen it done over and over and over and over. I don't know if this is only done to people who kinda look black, or it this extends to some whites and Asians as well. Not sure how it's done, but there is a need to impose an acceptance, when it's not the race I have trouble with, it's the culture. And again, I am part Indian and Hispanic, and never felt so mocked or bullied by either group. And I know plenty of Hispanics who LOVE whites and plenty of Indians who LOVE whites. I don't know how other Indians or Hispanics treat them, but for me, I don't punish or mock them or tell them they should or shouldn't talk, walk, act, or think, their disposition, imo, has to do with their personality and something in their personality is attracted to white culture. As there are Indians and Hispanics who are naturally attracted to black culture. I figure it's in their personality that draws them into the culture. It's their choice. I don't dictate to others who they need to act like and what they need to do.
I can say, even with the duke lacrosse issue. The only way the DA was able to get the world captured into this case was to state the lady was black. I saw her picture, she's Asian and black. And if I saw her pass by me, I wouldn't impose her as black, she would have to tell me what culture she's into and I would go from there. Once the DA imposed her race, then it was a matter of making it a BLACK AND WHITE issue. When really, it wasn't even about race at all. But that caused a lot of problems as people chose sides based on race. Did the community really care about that girl, imo, I don't think so. She was a pawn for them to argue about how rich the university is and how the neighboring area is poor, they used it to leverage a greater argument about economy. I never visited NC, but her life is probably a mess b/c of her family upbringing and nurture/culture, moreso then being "black" or poor (if she's even poor). I've known of blacks to do this to females like her, she has a certain look, and therefore, she's trash. And for her to fight that kind of thing, she would have to surround herself with new friends and probably take a different look at her culture and heritage. And she would have to change her world view of life or how the world sees her. Again, I lived in Atlanta, and I've seen how the Moorhouse men (the ones with money) treat the "chicken heads" of the ghetto or housing projects. I don't think it's any more humiliating coming from a black person or a white person. To be humiliated is all the same. And that lady was taught she was nothing, and I don't think it's race, as much as it's how people taught her to view herself. But again, she danced for some white dudes, it went bad (as it would in her way of handling things, as she's taught to think this way about herself), and she was used as a guinea pig, she's not even fully black. But the story was "black female" raped by "white college kid". The way things are spindled around is just ridiculous.
And my issue is only in ideology, and as much as I have been mocked and hurt within black culture, I've never sabotaged a black person, or tried to get whites to attack another black person (or any person). I've never used my energy and personality and charisma to pull someone down. But, I can't say the same with my experience with black culture. And the fact that I am honest has put me in the hot zone. But these same blacks are the same ones living among whites as they know darn well they want to get away from the negativity within black culture. And no, I don't judge them for that, I judge them for imposing themselves on me. As my culture, what I cultivate isn't to impose on others in that manner. Nor is it to seek the downfall of someone, or hurt or mock another person. I have had lots of friends, of all races, all of them can say that I am warm and sweat, but certainly not the type to bully or appreciate being bullied. Nor the type to hurt someone or seek their demise or to bring them negativity or mock them. It's just not my culture or personality. And so, I'm not wrong for being honest with myself or the world by stating I don't agree with black culture OF TODAY, that doesn't mean I need to have it imposed on me to prove me wrong. It means I want to be left alone.
So, in closing, just don't respond to this post, it helps me move on faster. [B]I would rather not talk about black issues or culture anymore. But as long as someone respondes to what I write and I find it contridictary to my intentions/motive or belief system, I'll continue to write back to correct any misinterpretations...again, the trouble i have had is with bullyish culture, and it's been mostly with black culture, it was never about race, but CULTURE
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I can actually relate to that.
Originally posted by Schecter
wow...as posts go that was the equivalent of a long stretch of projectile vomiting
Originally posted by chillmeistergen
Czarina, maybe you ought to mind your own business, as to how people are doing in school. I would skip along knowing that you're failing in life. Because you're a tw@t.
I dont know about her other posts but whats wrong with her above post?