What to do... what to do...

Lets just start off saying that i dont expect many people to read it cause it might be long... im sure there are many others like me that do not like to read long boring shit 😛

So, i meet this girl in 9th grade through a friend and we eventually become boyfriend and girlfriend.. goes well the first 3 years... the last year was kinda iffy but.. it could have easily worked out.. i guess you can say we both just gave up..

She found someone new quite fast.. already had him in mind im sure.. but to be fair I wasn't the best i could be at the time.. had some mother issues.. shes pretty much crazy. Anyways!

So she gets with this guy that she says is the best.. and im like gah! i wanted that to be me!... so a year goes by.. i get another girlfriend, learned from my mistakes from the previous one. Things went well with us but i guess he ended up not wanting a boyfriend anymore.. weird.. she says it wasnt me and i was perfect.. but "we met too early" so i ended that...

and just at the same time.. my first ex's boyfriend dumps her.. this was like a month ago.. shes all sad and emo about it of course but we became friends again, and she would talk to me about him and how messed up he was cause he loved her for a while and i guess fell out of it but still stayed with for reasons i do not know...

so we talk, and we hang out.. she is my best friends cousin so we all hang out on the weekends, we pretty much share the same friends..

so im texting her last saturday and shes saying to go on yahoo i.m. cause i dont have verizon and im not "in" lol.. and shes saying "yea! you should get a verizon phone so you can text me josh and billy and everyone else! You are the only one without it! You gotta be in like us!"

and im like, "Yea i know! I suck!" and she says "You should get one today! ill go with you if you want"

and in my head im like " 💃 " so we ended up going, i pick her up and she says she wants a bite to eat first, and she wants to go eat it at my house so she can say hi to my mother, so we do and then we head to the mall and pick out the phone.. anyways we share a cinnabon and i take her home and thats pretty much it..

i wasnt planning it.. but i still and always have loved her.. but now i want her again.. i was just planning on being friends but shes just too amazing for me to not want more

what shall i do 🙁

i knew someone would post that picture haha.. over used.. but anyways... dunno if i should say how i feel.. dont wanna scare her off

Originally posted by Mairuzu
i knew someone would post that picture haha.. over used.. but anyways... dunno if i should say how i feel.. dont wanna scare her off

Originally posted by Reverend Axel

Tell her how you feel, its better then not telling her

but not better then scaring her away.. if it does.. UGH

Well, All you have to do is be honest, Dont make tooo much drama out of it.

thats true, like.. even if she wont ever feel the same way again.. ill still be friends with her im sure

Originally posted by Mairuzu
thats true, like.. even if she wont ever feel the same way again.. ill still be friends with her im sure

This is comin from a guy with the emotional depth of a puddle but you know what they say.... You can still drown in a puddle

to bad she doesnt drink! Oh wells

Originally posted by Mairuzu
thats true, like.. even if she wont ever feel the same way again.. ill still be friends with her im sure

Yea, those arent my intentions.. im just worried it might be too soon

Originally posted by Mairuzu
Yea, those arent my intentions.. im just worried it might be too soon

Solution 1 --- 131wank

okay i'll go now

Solution 2 bag

Originally posted by Mairuzu
Lets just start off saying that i dont expect many people to read it cause it might be long... im sure there are many others like me that do not like to read long boring shit 😛

So, i meet this girl in 9th grade through a friend and we eventually become boyfriend and girlfriend.. goes well the first 3 years... the last year was kinda iffy but.. it could have easily worked out.. i guess you can say we both just gave up..

She found someone new quite fast.. already had him in mind im sure.. but to be fair I wasn't the best i could be at the time.. had some mother issues.. shes pretty much crazy. Anyways!

So she gets with this guy that she says is the best.. and im like gah! i wanted that to be me!... so a year goes by.. i get another girlfriend, learned from my mistakes from the previous one. Things went well with us but i guess he ended up not wanting a boyfriend anymore.. weird.. she says it wasnt me and i was perfect.. but "we met too early" so i ended that...

and just at the same time.. my first ex's boyfriend dumps her.. this was like a month ago.. shes all sad and emo about it of course but we became friends again, and she would talk to me about him and how messed up he was cause he loved her for a while and i guess fell out of it but still stayed with for reasons i do not know...

so we talk, and we hang out.. she is my best friends cousin so we all hang out on the weekends, we pretty much share the same friends..

so im texting her last saturday and shes saying to go on yahoo i.m. cause i dont have verizon and im not "in" lol.. and shes saying "yea! you should get a verizon phone so you can text me josh and billy and everyone else! You are the only one without it! You gotta be in like us!"

and im like, "Yea i know! I suck!" and she says "You should get one today! ill go with you if you want"

and in my head im like " 💃 " so we ended up going, i pick her up and she says she wants a bite to eat first, and she wants to go eat it at my house so she can say hi to my mother, so we do and then we head to the mall and pick out the phone.. anyways we share a cinnabon and i take her home and thats pretty much it..

i wasnt planning it.. but i still and always have loved her.. but now i want her again.. i was just planning on being friends but shes just too amazing for me to not want more

what shall i do 🙁

I went through the exact same thing about 2-3 weeks ago, telling my ex that I still loved him and stuff and we had a good 30-45 minute talk and it was really beneficial for our friendship. Maybe it can be for you too.

You have to ask yourself, and her; What went wrong? Could we ever try this again? Will it ever work, etc?

Once again, kelly seems make it all about her relationship.

Originally posted by Reverend Axel
Once again, kelly seems make it all about her relationship.

Originally posted by kodak
Once Again, Axel Makes it all about Kelly. 😆

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