Originally posted by Sol Valentine
Look who's backmmm
I'm never gone for long. 😛
I had boring day at work, surprise surprise, but today as I was standing around it hit me. I will never talk to my dad again. No he's not dead but he's not him anymore. He's not that man that raised me. for past 4 months or more he's been taking morphine pills to easy the pain in his back (fractured it in his 20's) He' so out of it now. Can't remember things. Does really crazy things. The morphine is eating away at his brain. I give it year before he can't even remember my name. He's in his late 50's. He was my hero as a kid and as a teen, my worst nightmare. I told him I would never cry when he dies. that I could careless. Now that he's alive but slipping away. I cried at work. But only once.
Originally posted by Leo.M
I'm never gone for long. 😛I had boring day at work, surprise surprise, but today as I was standing around it hit me. I will never talk to my dad again. No he's not dead but he's not him anymore. He's not that man that raised me. for past 4 months or more he's been taking morphine pills to easy the pain in his back (fractured it in his 20's) He' so out of it now. Can't remember things. Does really crazy things. The morphine is eating away at his brain. I give it year before he can't even remember my name. He's in his late 50's. He was my hero as a kid and as a teen, my worst nightmare. I told him I would never cry when he dies. that I could careless. Now that he's alive but slipping away. I cried at work. But only once.
weep
Hang in there. tighthug