You can keep saying that, but I know it's not true. The truth is I'm no good for you. I don't deserve you, I don't deserve anyone. I'm a failure. You have so much to offer. And your heart is not gone. You may want it to be, but it's waiting for you get back on your feet.
I can't stop myself from loving you and I don't want to. You're so beautiful. A strong, loving person. If only you'd believe in yourself.
How can i believe that when the one person i gave my soul to just can't aspect that.
Im not even alive. I don't know what being alive means. I don't know what it feels like. I don't know how to smile anymore. I don't know how to not live without shotting my self up at once a day.
I MAY have had something, someone to live for but not anymore. Its all gone. It was all jus fake love.
I don't know the answers to those questions but I believe what I say with all my heart.
It kills me to see you like this. Whenever I think about it I'm on the edge of tears. I would drop everything to be with you now. School sucks, my family life sucks, everything in my life sucks, except you. You're the only thing that makes me truly happy these days, and even that makes me sad.
All I can say is believe in yourself, Leo. Believe like I believe in you.
I don't think you're better off alone. All I want to do is hold you and make it all go away. I want to see you in person one day. And I'm going to give you the biggest hug, and have tears in my eyes just like I do now. You're the most precious thing in a world that has been so cruel to you. All I want is to make it go away.
I've never really looked at my hands like that. Not in a long long time anyway. It's funny, the lines on my left hand kind of make a heart too.
I use to really like that song. I even recored it from a radio once cause i liked it lol. I like techo. I never did get why ppl went too regular clubs. don't people know the most amazing time of your life is spent at raves.
I'm aslo nothing like my family,. I believe in doing the right thing. My mom, not so much. When i do the right thing she just says do you really think another person would have done what you did. My dad has never cared about the middle man. you lose your money, its game over for you, no sympathy or help. I could never do that.
You have so much to offer the world, Leo. You have a big, generous and giving heart, and people all around you that love you. And no matter how deep the hole you're in may seem, you'll dig yourself out and be stronger than ever. And I'm never going to give up on you, not as long as my heart still beats. That's what friends are for.
I love you.