Real Life Matrix (red pill , blue pill)

Started by leonheartmm2 pages

ive had horrible sleep paralysis a lot of times. but with me, its like whatever thoughts i have when near sleep or sleeping make no coeherent sense in reality and i forget them just as easily. same with a lot of my dreams, they dont make much coeherent sence in cause/affect or continuity and even in ideas.

I'm beginning to think many of you are describing hypnagogia rather than actual lucid dreaming. This can also be a very creative state but is at times accompanied by the feeling of "sleep paralysis" (again, a natural safeguard against acting out our dreams).

Originally posted by ScarletSpeed
I get those all the time,

it is very horrifying and disturbing...

you feel awake but you can't move...I actually heard someone screaming in my dream, but I felt I was awake so I thought it was real, it was horrible lying there being able to do nothing at all😐

All I could move was my eyes. My body was frozen and I felt or thought I saw a dark entity, but later I realized it was a blanket close to my face. At the time though, it seemed to get closer and closer until I thought it was going to enter or merge with me and there was nothing I could do about it. I was totally freaking out! I concentrated on trying to move my baby finger and that was really hard, but once I was able to, I snapped out of it.

Lucid dreaming is kinda cool since I can make things happen, go away, make doors appear or change the scenery. I am awhere that I am dreaming. It helped me to conquer nightmares. With those it was difficult at first because your first reflex in a dream is wanting to run, but in time I didn't run but wished it away or changed it all together. At one time when I dreamt something was chasing me, I didn't even turn around to look at it. It lost all it's power. I no longer have nightmares...kinda cool.

I remember getting shot in a dream, getting stabbed or falling off a cliff and thinking, "Wow that should have hurt," guess it's a dream.

when i have sleep paralysis, it not only feals like im dying {as in the soul} but it really does feal like there is sum1 right in front of me or above me who is pushing down on my very existance {like pushing against my soul} with incredible force, its scary but interesting at the same time.

Once I had mine, I read quite a bit about it and that is a common symptom of it. It could be like someone sitting on your chest or besides you. You could hear voices. I did. The sentence I heard was only "What are you doing?," repeated twice. But in fact it is just your mind waking partially, and your body lagging behind. You are caught between some place between your brain waking and your body waking. I have read that people that believe they have seen aliens have had this happen to them as believe it to be real. I, myself don't know since I have not experienced all that others have. All I know that it was the most horrific thing I had ever experienced. It only happened once to me. The most horrific and terrifying thing.

I remember thinking about that sentence, "What are you doing?" Hmm, All I thought was, well, "I'm in bed sleeping."...LOL

its HORRIFYING alright, but not the most horrifying thing i have experienced, although it is similar{in type if not magnitude} in a certain way to the most horrifying things. and it happens quite a lot with me.

Being conscious in states of mind where you ordinarily are not conscious is like wandering into a strange country. Things are going on you don't understand: some of it is entertaining; some of it can be scary. The key to getting through it is to relax and breathe. Breath is power.

I once had a dream where a demon had leapt onto my back. I could feel its teeth pressing in on my neck and felt panic not far behind. Then I remembered this was a dream: I felt the reality of this, and all tension--in my body, between me and this manifestation--evaporated.

Anytime I've tried to shoot a beam from my hand in a lucid dream, I've usually been disappointed. Even PK is at times a struggle (though I did recently stop a whole wave of traffic with a wave of my hand). But with breathing, mountains can be moved. Breath is the ticket into the agenda of the dream.

😮‍💨

Originally posted by leonheartmm
its HORRIFYING alright, but not the most horrifying thing i have experienced, although it is similar{in type if not magnitude} in a certain way to the most horrifying things. and it happens quite a lot with me.

Sorry to hear that..

Why do you think that it happens so many times to you?

I also cannot shoot magic beams from my hands...LOL. BUT, I have power over what scares me...I think "posh shaw,"...just a nothing that is a nothing to me...and like magic, all is well.

The fact is that I don't have any weapons. All I have is my thought about the situation and seems to work out well...I did make a huge balloon once to get us all away from the huge frying pan that was cooking up all the men in the village. It was a horrible site, but Ta Da.....we got away, and in doing so saved a few of our villagers......hahahahaha.

Yeah, my dreams are quite vivid....LOL

I should be Steven King.........LOL

Originally posted by Deja~vu
Sorry to hear that..

Why do you think that it happens so many times to you?

I also cannot shoot magic beams from my hands...LOL. BUT, I have power over what scares me...I think "posh shaw,"...just a nothing that is a nothing to me...and like magic, all is well.

The fact is that I don't have any weapons. All I have is my thought about the situation and seems to work out well...I did make a huge balloon once to get us all away from the huge frying pan that was cooking up all the men in the village. It was a horrible site, but Ta Da.....we got away, and in doing so saved a few of our villagers......hahahahaha.

Yeah, my dreams are quite vivid....LOL

I should be Steven King.........LOL

my dreams are the opposite of lucid. they contain concepts very much obscured and completely alien to anything ihave seen in this world{infact so much so that when i wake up, not only can i not make any sense of what i was thinking but i lose it very very quickly as i try to put my brain in a logical frame of refernce, which is why i forget most of it} and there are some really perverse and repressive emotions present at the time. infact, it is nearly impossible for me to recognise any sense of SELF most of the time, its more like i AM the image or reality i am seeing and dont exist as an entity. sumtimes i see some form of beings or people communicating and usuall more than two and i feal like i am simultaneously each person and yet individually each person at the same time{as in i can not communicate between myself} as well as the entire enviornment and god knows what else. plus, i dont have any real ability to THINK since i am so spread out and not myself, and i cant really control anything that happens.

as to why it happens, i dunno, possibly because im pretty screwed up 😛 . and i dont need to go into a dream world for magic 🙂 .

oh yea, forgot to mention a good parallel to describe part of the fealing, it is LITERALLY like the dementor's sucking everything around you and the demntor's kiss. infact i think i might know what that feals like.
but nuthign to be sorry about dejavu, it seems like its just who i am 😛 .

Originally posted by leonheartmm
oh yea, forgot to mention a good parallel to describe part of the fealing, it is LITERALLY like the [B]dementor's sucking everything around you and the demntor's kiss. infact i think i might know what that feals like.
but nuthign to be sorry about dejavu, it seems like its just who i am 😛 . [/B]
Yes, yes, exactly!

For your post just above that, and this will sound really strange, but could it be possible as many would say, that dreams are your soul or spirit experiencing fractional states of being that you might be part of, yet not aware? Yeah, I've read that too.. 😮

Originally posted by Deja~vu
Yes, yes, exactly!

For your post just above that, and this will sound really strange, but could it be possible as many would say, that dreams are your soul or spirit experiencing fractional states of being that you might be part of, yet not aware? Yeah, I've read that too.. 😮

possibly. {and im not just saying that}
or, it cud also possibly be sum1 screwing with my mind in a more literal fashion than is normally taken. oh well, watever it is, i cant just change it now can i ? 😄

You have free will to do that..

"0her than maybe a rare few individuals who are so psychologically damaged etc, that they lose even these basic concepts. tend to agree". As if the trees in the forests...Or the mirror doesn't see them.