She sighed heavily and closed her eyes. "Love listen to the words I am about to say." She opened her eyes and bit her lip as she carefully thought how to word this sentence. "I dont want to search for the one who did this... I think I know how it was but I dare not say it... So.. I'm going to meditate on the matter and see what I should do about it.. But for now, not a word... Speak to Tsecti if you wish, but other wise do not let it slip."
She smiled and shook her head. "Love I dont know who it was... Why do you think I do? If I knew who I was I would have told you by now because you're doing a pretty damn good job of interrogating me. I mean its almost like you dont trust me, so I would have just come out and said it and right now I'm so nervous that I'm rambling just to stall until you finally do something to me to get the truth out of me. But I know you wouldnt do that..." She took a few breaths after finishing that statement. "... Would you?"