Originally posted by steverules
My girlfriend catches the same bus as me each day and I know her very well by now to know it'd be awkward and just really weird
So you'd rather just stay in a shit relationship than put up with an awkward ****ing bus journey?
That's the worst ****ing thing I've heard all day haermm
Grow some balls ffs!
After a night's sleep, I realised I was the *******. And that I in fact loved her more than what I led myself to beleive. It's too late in my present state, being a smart yet moronic jerk sometimes, and I'll have to deal with my own problems before even thinking of starting something new with another.
Hopefully she'll still be available, and I would like to prove to her how much I had change.
Originally posted by Mandoswhat happened?
After a night's sleep, I realised I was the *******. And that I in fact loved her more than what I led myself to beleive. It's too late in my present state, being a smart yet moronic jerk sometimes, and I'll have to deal with my own problems before even thinking of starting something new with another.Hopefully she'll still be available, and I would like to prove to her how much I had change.
Originally posted by Mandos
After a night's sleep, I realised I was the *******. And that I in fact loved her more than what I led myself to beleive. It's too late in my present state, being a smart yet moronic jerk sometimes, and I'll have to deal with my own problems before even thinking of starting something new with another.Hopefully she'll still be available, and I would like to prove to her how much I had change.
Dont blame yourself petpet
Be proud
I won't go into details. Don't worry, not any illegal things.
But enough to have made her felt like shit for a long time, when on the contrary she should have felt like the greatest human on the planet. The fact is, I was the one who felt like shit for myself. I always had problems with emotions. The combine doesn't make good results.
But like I said, I'm getting help as we speak, and eventually I'll start feeling better, and then make people better. Including her, if life permits me.
Strange... you'd see me in the streets, with all I am and what I have, you wouldn't even ask yourself the question: Is he happy? Strange how sometimes you can fool even yourself...