Originally posted by InsideJokewhat the hell was this
I imagine it as soThe rest of the cast are taking their bows after the performance. The performance was short lived and finished a long time ago but the bows continued. I remained behind the curtain because I believed that my appearance during the bows was insignificant compared to the idea of me being behind the curtain. If I am not on the stage then I am behind the curtain, I think it's important for the cast to know that.
Still remains in my head that the idea is more important than the actuality.
In the reality of reality recently I figured this out and I still much prefer it. I suppose it's a method of control although it feels demeaning to my human experience to filter it down to boring psychology.