Originally posted by immaturerainbow
I know. But unless you're in a similar situation you can't possible understand. People bring up children as if someone doesn't already think about offing themselves would do to them.They also bring up loved ones and friends.
My standpoint on suicide is much different than others. But I understand what you're getting at.
No I can’t understand. I don’t have kids.
I have been suicidal tho and I have somewhat come out the other side.
Tho the darkness still has its moments. I just don’t want anyone to think that’s their only option. There is always another option.
It's really hard to get out of that mindset. I should have been treated as a child but the moment I was smiling again, they figured I was okay. I had been having suicide ideation since I was 12. I am still alive right now for him, doing what I can to show everyone the real person my ex was.
I'm glad you've managed to step out of it some, it's a forever battle. I also thank you for your understanding, without getting angry. Most do.
Originally posted by Piggle Humsy
I think you said the court ordered on here it before mmmBut I may be remembering that wrong
I had mentioned working on a emergency child pick up order. They never responded to me, nor took it seriously. Given you can literally look up his name and mugshots and see 'domestic violence battery' on his arrest.
It's troubling. He texts me from time to time telling me how I failed him, how he's better off without me, how I should kill myself.
Given recent situations which were highly traumatic, I had actually listened to him and tried. Shame on me.. shit's hard man.
Originally posted by immaturerainbow
It's really hard to get out of that mindset. I should have been treated as a child but the moment I was smiling again, they figured I was okay. I had been having suicide ideation since I was 12. I am still alive right now for him, doing what I can to show everyone the real person my ex was.I'm glad you've managed to step out of it some, it's a forever battle. I also thank you for your understanding, without getting angry. Most do.
Yeah the same with me. I should have been treated when I was a kid but everyone thought I was ok and then later on in life it all came and smacked me in the face. The damage is done now and I’m trying my best to fight it.
I wish people understood that anger doesn’t help anything.
I get it can be frustrating when you try tell someone that things will get better and they say they won’t, because when you’re in that space you don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel. It feels like nothing will be good again.
It’s hard for ppl to understand if they haven’t been there themselves.
Originally posted by LordofBrooklyn
Elaborate on your vision of the afterlife please.
Don't we all envision the afterlife from our own perspective? It's not like we can talk to someone from the dead and ask them. We won't know until we are dead. It's nice to stay open minded by it, but we can't know for sure.
I'd like to envision my afterlife as being with my loved ones only. Not a bunch of people I don't know.
Originally posted by immaturerainbow
Don't we all envision the afterlife from our own perspective? It's not like we can talk to someone from the dead and ask them. We won't know until we are dead. It's nice to stay open minded by it, but we can't know for sure.I'd like to envision my afterlife as being with my loved ones only. Not a bunch of people I don't know.
Some do, but my mind was changed via experiences. I was brought up that heaven is full of fluffy clouds and meadows and if you're super duper nice you go there.
Later on I learned consciousness matters and it continues on, but not in the way I was taught.
Originally posted by Surtur
Some do, but my mind was changed via experiences. I was brought up that heaven is full of fluffy clouds and meadows and if you're super duper nice you go there.Later on I learned consciousness matters and it continues on, but not in the way I was taught.
Originally posted by immaturerainbow
We more than likely just continued on, constant reincarnation through parts of the universe. I've thought this over so many times.
I think it's more of perhaps an echo of yourself that reincarnates.
Almost like if you scanned your brain and all the memories into a computer. It wouldn't truly be you.
“Giving increases happiness, fulfillment, and purpose in the life of the giver. We were not designed to be creatures of selfishness. Instead, we were designed to seek and discover happiness in loving and caring for others. And those who decide to look for fulfillment there, quickly discover it.”
Unless ur Welshy that is.