Originally posted by Surtur
Depends on how you approach drugs. You have some people where just, overall, being high is the end game.Others, it's like...okay, smoke this, then read this. Or smoke this, then watch this, etc.
Being identified as a gay male, drugs go hand and hand. I experimented with all sorts of drugs.. Some more than others and found it intoxicating.. But mainly stayed away from the dangerous heavy ones. I've lost a lot of friends to drugs, seen them become shells of their former self. Seen a few friends become homeless, naked wondering the streets. Most druggies steal for their next fix.. They change physically and lose weight, their skin turns dry and they get deep wrinkles at a young age. They stop caring for their appearance and eventually tune out of reality. They no longer can control their arms, legs, and body.. Social interaction becomes difficult and finally they become aggressive.
My doctor says I'm no longer allowed to do drugs, I've had to many close calls. My heart almost stopped. And drugs are no longer a choice. My life has slowed down, I no longer party, drink or smoke. Sex is no longer fun. My idea of fun has gone from doing crazy things to going to the library and reading. I've gotten smarter, and my relationship are more meaningful. I speak my mind and have finally found the conference to talk to anyone about anything. I'm still learning and I never want to stop.