Mother’s Day us next Sunday and I’m always conflicted beforehand
Part of me wants to ignore it
Then part of me wants to celebrate it and visit the cemetery
But then I feel like I don’t want it bringing up emotions that I keep buried for most of the year
There’s also other feelings I can’t rly put into words
Like avoiding people feeling sorry for me about it all
I dunno it’s just a day I dread I guess for many reasons
Yeah she passed away when I was 6 from a brain hemorrhage. It was sudden and unexpected.
But because I was so young I feel weird about it cause I didn’t rly know her. I have only a few memories. I don’t “miss” her like my older siblings so because I never rly got to form a bond with her in that time
I miss “a mother figure” at times. So in that way I do miss her but it’s different
This is so me! Except my mom was killed by a truck driver who fell asleep
Originally posted by Piggle Humsy
Yeah she passed away when I was 6 from a brain hemorrhage. It was sudden and unexpected.But because I was so young I feel weird about it cause I didn’t rly know her. I have only a few memories. I don’t “miss” her like my older siblings so because I never rly got to form a bond with her in that time
I miss “a mother figure” at times. So in that way I do miss her but it’s different