The General Discussion Thread

Started by Bashar Teg22,321 pages
Bashar Teg Senior Mentat
Originally posted by Scribble
Yeah, **** off, retard. You were trying to get to me from the start, you know what you were doing, I'm not letting you ****ing gaslight me.

it was rude of me to say "buy my book or I'll kill myself", and again I apologise. now please stop the suicide/kill yourself talk. that's literally all I'm asking of you.

Scribble Restricted

I hate this ****ing life. I've tried so hard to be better, be more positive, try more things, be more caring to people, understand people better, and it's got nowhere. And now I'm back ranting like an idiot on here.

Scribble Restricted

Originally posted by Bashar Teg
it was rude of me to say "buy my book or I'll kill myself", and again I apologise. now please stop the suicide/kill yourself talk. that's literally all I'm asking of you.
I'm not doing shit for you, mother****er.

Scribble Restricted

Although seeing you apologise for something is WEIRD

Bashar Teg Senior Mentat

insulting/abuse/ranting is like water off a duck for me. you may continue if it makes you feel better. all I asked for is ..well I don't want to say it again. if you refuse then you refuse

Scribble Restricted

I mean okay I'm sorry to everyone for speaking about suicide. I used to do it a lot, and I meant it then, but I've been out of a suicidal mindset for so long that I forget that I shouldn't really joke about it due to my past. I just wanted to be melodramatic. I was more just trying to outline how much of a failure I was, that I "should really consider suicide" due to how badly I failed.

I mean from a £1000 investment I made £22 back. I'd say that's a fair reason to consider me a death-worthy failure.

Eon Blue Restricted
Originally posted by Scribble
Although seeing you apologise for something is WEIRD

I find it strangely refreshing that he is doing so.

Morning_Glory Sleeping In My Soul

You’re fvcked in the head

Scribble Restricted

Originally posted by Eon Blue
I find it strangely refreshing that he is doing so.
It certainly shocked me. I'm not sure what to think of it tbh

Morning_Glory Sleeping In My Soul

Please. Lol

Originally posted by Scribble
Like Bash is only ever general shit to you, he tries really hard to get me exactly where it hurts, and since I'm weak and pathetic, it worked

Morning_Glory Sleeping In My Soul

I don’t buy the apology but whatever let’s move on

Morning_Glory Sleeping In My Soul

Not refreshing

Bashar Teg Senior Mentat

I will ask nicely next time, but I hope there will not be a next time

Scribble Restricted

Either way, I'm a massive failure. That's all I really wanted to say.

Scribble Restricted

I don't want sympathy, I don't want anyone to buy my stuff, I don't even want attention, I just want to enunciate how I feel about myself in an honest manner. That's all.

Scribble Restricted

Originally posted by Bashar Teg
I will ask nicely next time, but I hope there will not be a next time
Pffft whatever. I already said that I'll say whatever I like. I don't care if you don't approve of what I post. Sometimes talking about suicide is cathartic. I already said that I don't have the constitution for it.

Bashar Teg Senior Mentat

picasso didn't get rich off his first painting, but then again van gogh died broke, so there really is no guaranteed consolation even for verified creative geniuses. you chose this road

Blakemore Restricted

why is everyone retarded?

Bashar Teg Senior Mentat

sell out and become an editor or publishing agent. that's what I would do 👆

Scribble Restricted

Originally posted by Bashar Teg
picasso didn't get rich off his first painting, but then again van gogh died broke, so there really is no guaranteed consolation even for verified creative geniuses. you chose this road
As much as I ****ing hate you, you're right, and I knew this all along. But seeing the numbers as stark as they were was worse than I expected. I at least expected a few of my friends to buy it.

But, yes. I did indeed choose this shitty, shitty road.