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He ****ing knows how sensitive I am and that I've been hurt in the past

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Originally posted by Surtur
What I mean was I don't think he planned this just to hurt you, though yes I agree he knew it would happen.
I don't think he cares about whether or not he hurt me tbh

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At least u found out before u wasted money on a plane ticket or something.

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I always say I'm gonna give up on love and relationships and yet I never ****ing learn

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Originally posted by Scribble
I always say I'm gonna give up on love and relationships and yet I never ****ing learn

pretty much everyone says this until they find the right one

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Maybe I should just give up on this trans stuff. I felt like I could do it with someone similar that I could trust at my side, but now it doesn't seem worth it. Why try being true to myself when everyone is so fake? It's just inviting further pain and for basically no reason. I also have no therapy for another two weeks so I don't even have an outlet for this horribleness.

I was in the best place I'd ever been and then all this happens. I'm surprised my depression hasn't returned, but I'm stronger than that by now, I guess.

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Originally posted by Surtur
pretty much everyone says this until they find the right one
I already found the right one, and I ended up hurting her and we broke up and I moved away. Pretty sure karma is real and that I'm still being tortured for my misdeeds even now.

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Originally posted by Scribble
I already found the right one, and I ended up hurting her and we broke up and I moved away. Pretty sure karma is real and that I'm still being tortured for my misdeeds even now.

She clearly wasn't the right one then

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Originally posted by Scribble
Maybe I should just give up on this trans stuff. I felt like I could do it with someone similar that I could trust at my side, but now it doesn't seem worth it. Why try being true to myself when everyone is so fake? It's just inviting further pain and for basically no reason. I also have no therapy for another two weeks so I don't even have an outlet for this horribleness.

I was in the best place I'd ever been and then all this happens. I'm surprised my depression hasn't returned, but I'm stronger than that by now, I guess.

Pretty sure it has, ur just so used to it ur not even seeing it anymore

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Give up on the trans stuff tho, it seems to rarely end well

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Originally posted by Piggle Humsy
Pretty sure it has, ur just so used to it ur not even seeing it anymore
Nah I'm way too chill to be depressed, well, not in the way I've known, anyway. That kind of depression went away when I started getting therapy, but I still generally have listlessness / down moods / inactivity / tiredness and the like, which are traits of depression

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Originally posted by Surtur
Give up on the trans stuff tho, it seems to rarely end well
I mean it's not like my gender dysphoria will magically leave or anything, I'll just be trans in denial

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Originally posted by Scribble
I mean it's not like my gender dysphoria will magically leave or anything, I'll just be trans in denial

Maybe this is why you hurt the girl who you thought was the "right one" then?

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Originally posted by Surtur
Maybe this is why you hurt the girl who you thought was the "right one" then?
Nah that was mostly because we were both going to university and I was scared that we'd break up when we went, so I just engineered it so that things fell apart before then

Well it's more complex than that, but that's what I mostly understand from it after many years of contemplation

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Why couldn't Eon have just said "I'm sorry but I've been lying, I am actually in a relationship and we can't be in communication anymore. I'm sorry, and if you wanna say goodbye that's fine, but after that we can't speak anymore"

I mean sure it would have hurt but it's better than the shit I actually got

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Originally posted by Wonder Man
Set the mood Scribble.
I always do. I walk into a room and paint everything black.

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I could be anything I wanted, if I wanted

Well, here I am