Also to be more truthful I actually can't kill myself because I work with kids and it would traumatise them
I really regret taking this job now, but I have the job, so I can't trade my own peace and rest from this never-ending shit-hole hell full of scum and villainy in exchange for them essentially being traumatised
That just wouldn't be fair tbh
There was this one point in late 2014 where I almost tried to kill myself, and looking back on it, that was the optimal time to have done it, but I didn't have the courage
I wish I had, nothing good (and I mean nothing at all) has happened since then, in fact things have only got worse and worse, and every time I get to a point of progression some ****ing piece of shit like Eon Blue / Michael Cortez comes along and makes it their right to tear it all down for literally no ****ing reason
Originally posted by walshyNah, been through it enough times, things don't actually ever get better, they just appear to and then reveal themselves to actually still be shit
I'm sure you can make progress again, we all get knocks in life but just keep on keeping on and you'll be making more progress than beforeIt's like chubawumba said "I get knocked down but I get up again never gonna keep me down"