The General Discussion Thread

Originally posted by Scribble
Anyone who is sad when I inevitably kill myself will be a selfish piece of shit. I have hated my existence since day 1 and wish I was never born, dying would be such a pleasure and is the only way I will ever find peace. You should be happy that someone you care about isn't suffering anymore.

I have never been happy. There is no cure to this 'temporary problem'. The only temporary problem is that I am alive. And I hope one day that I can learn to permanently solve that problem.

just stop

But why? Why fear and lament death? Death is the greatest gift we have been given as humans.

I've had people close to me kill themselves so just stop talking about it it's not beautiful it's a selfish thing to do.

I have also had people close to me kill themselves, including one of my exes. Most people have similar experiences. There's nothing beautiful about it, but there isn't anything beautiful about anything. This entire world is filth. For me, the idea of leaving it is the only glimmer of hope I have left.

So how do you plan to do it

The idea of living a further 50 years horrifies me to a deeply existential degree. What scares you about death instills terror within me but regarding life instead. Life horrifies me entirely.

Originally posted by Surtur
So how do you plan to do it

In a perfect world I'd like to take acid all day, IV some DMT and meet the machine elves, then end it all with an OD of morphine.

But an OD of heroin or morphine would be fine by me either way.

Can't u just find a swedish doctor to euthanize u

Possibly. I'm going to look into it after I finish this novel. I'd like to leave everything in order when I leave. Have it all ready for publishing etc. Might as well be clean about it, like.

Goodness is like a blind man who regains his sight.

I used to be terrified of suicide but approaching it from an entirely ration POV has made me much more comfortable with it. It's just death, except you choose when it happens. Sounds alright to me.

Scribble. Death is a part of life. You can’t break one branch and have the other.

Death is stronger than life. We think of death in the context of life, when we should think of life in the context of death. Life depends on death.

Y'all scared of unlife

Originally posted by Scribble
Y'all scared of unlife

The undead do not scare me. I can turn undead as if a 20th level cleric.

I aim for Lich-type shit

But I'd happily settle for vampire. At least then one of my plot threads would end satisfyingly.

Hey Scribs! Hows everything going?

Oh she's quite suicidal

Originally posted by Scribble
But I'd happily settle for vampire. At least then one of my plot threads would end satisfyingly.

I'd wanna be an Elan:

https://forgottenrealms.fandom.com/wiki/Elan