Originally posted by SurturI've had a lot of sex. It's fine, it's good, etc. But I really don't care that much about it, honestly. It's just sex. It has to be with someone I love, and I refuse to enter into any further romantic relationships.
Cuz you're sexually confused. How many people you actually f*cked? How many were guys? How many girls?
Originally posted by Scribble
Yeah, none, but why does that matter? I've fisted myself in the ass and it's fine enough but nothing worth living for lolSex shit is so overrated, honestly.
Cuz you're gay bro. Or whatever label you wanna give, u want dick not vagina.
Maybe ur so unhappy cuz u haven't had that.
Originally posted by walshyWhy? So they can make me see the upside of being a walking, decaying piece of useless flesh that belongs to a race of beings who will make no difference regardless of when they eventually destroy themselves?
maybe you should get a better one idk
I hate the idea of wanting to live longer. Nothing has ever made my life any better The only things that had pretended to have been fake ass bullshit that has ultimately made my life worse.
Even the very concept of physical flesh is an abomination to me. Flesh was never meant to be sentient. Humans are a mistake.
Originally posted by SurturNo man would want me. I have a really ****ing ugly body. I also pose for my photos — I actually do not look remotely okay.
Cuz you're gay bro. Or whatever label you wanna give, u want dick not vagina.Maybe ur so unhappy cuz u haven't had that.
The only people who'd want me are disgusting chasers, who I hope all die very painfully.
**** sex, lol.
Originally posted by ScribblePlease be ok mate. I'm not judging your lifestyle, just don't get plastic surgery that cuts up your genitals. It looks dangerous, imo.
Btw tho this isn't a cry for help, or attention seeking, I'm past all that, I'm rationally forming a very specific suicide plan that I will enact at a random date next year hopefully, unless the plan falls through. In that case I will be PISSED. Otherwise it'll likely be late in the year as I'm quitting my job partway through the year. I need everything in order. I feel so peaceful rn I could end it all now but I have shit I need to work on first, things to collate, curate, collect, complete, etc.