The General Discussion Thread

Originally posted by Blakemore
The patch worked wonders for me, but I stopped wearing it because I have a tendency to relapse, although I can go days without them.

I was never really much of a smoker anyway.

Originally posted by immaturerainbow
I miss the good ole' days of smoking with my little brother. We'd laugh, have the munchies and watch stupid videos.
It puts me in a psychoses episode nowadays, so it's lost it's charm. I just take my medications now and I've had a drastic change in my mood, and mind frame. Sometimes the meds work, and I will recommend them to anyone who's willing to try.
What's the patch like?

Originally posted by Blakemore
I feel my psychosis was more due to the alcohol and anti-depressants than the cannabis. I can't tell you how many mornings I felt good and productive after a night of cannabis as opposed to a night of drinking.

alcohol is no good for psychosis either. it doesn't agitate your brain in the same way because it's not has no psychedelic properties, but that just makes it a lesser evil

I am an alcoholic I guess

My drinking's just a compulsive thing at this point. Like a true addiction, my brain says "go buy beer" so I go buy beer. I think it helps somewhat, but whatever, I don't care. My life is dogshit and will never be any better. That's a fact. If anything I hope smoking and drinking speeds up my death, if I don't suicide before then, which hopefully I will.

But I get this awful sinking feeling that I won't kill myself. That thought terrifies me. The idea that there is literally no way out of this putrid, worthless existence.

I wear patches AND smoke. I'm not kidding.

I am a disgusting mess of a person. But I'd never say the world 'would be a better place without me', because this world is just as disgusting a mess. Whether I live or die makes no difference, life will keep on playing its shitty little game either way.

I keep nearly crying on the train thinking about the idea of saying goodbye to my parents for the last time.

I also often wonder what the last song I'll listen to will be. I probably won't realise as I slip away, so it won't matter. But it's an interesting thought.

Originally posted by Blakemore
I feel my psychosis was more due to the alcohol and anti-depressants than the cannabis. I can't tell you how many mornings I felt good and productive after a night of cannabis as opposed to a night of drinking.

I believe cannabis is being studied to treat or help depression. Alcohol isn't, iirc, it's a trigger.

Alcohol is frequently a symptom of depression. But yeah it doesn't help, long term. However, it can help the depressive make it through the day... for a while.

I've started walking more dangerous ways home in the hope I get stabbed to death. Although I might just scare them off by being too enthusiastic about the prospect.

Originally posted by Robtard
I believe cannabis is being studied to treat or help depression. Alcohol isn't, iirc, it's a trigger.

cannabis (along with all psychedelic substances) is very bad for people with psychosis. the addition of depression to that psychosis does not alter that fact.

alcohol is a horrible idea as well, mind you

My godkids are ****ing amazing!

Honestly, if I’d witnessed what they had I’d be a broken shell of me.

My goddaughter who was there for it all was a bright shining star tonight

Incredible girl she is

She did her dance class and theatre class via zoom

Then came and did her nativity lines for me

As I left I said “I’d tell you to look after your mum, but you’re already doing an amazing job”

😍

Aw man. That's pretty incredible. G'lass

Originally posted by Piggle Humsy
Now she has no phone and no tv because he smashed them

And the tv is important to her autistic son

If I hadn’t have lost my job I’d have bought her a new one

🙁

Originally posted by Piggle Humsy
My godkids are ****ing amazing!

Honestly, if I’d witnessed what they had I’d be a broken shell of me.

My goddaughter who was there for it all was a bright shining star tonight

Incredible girl she is

She did her dance class and theatre class via zoom

Then came and did her nativity lines for me

As I left I said “I’d tell you to look after your mum, but you’re already doing an amazing job”

😍

that's great to hear, but they definitely will have trauma to sort out, so i hope they are seeing a therapist

I work with autistic children and know how important that kind of thing can be to their well being. I'll happily donate £100. Just give me yo deets.