Originally posted by immaturerainbow'swhat I do. 👆
I can understand that. At my worst (I say that like I'm out of the dark yet, lol. I'm trying.) it got to a point where I wouldn't care, non-existence, or a loop of consciousness wasn't enough to scare me out of that mind frame. If it's there, I definitely recommend venting to close friends or us here -- heck I'm always a message away.
I would drink to push me further into that not caring kind of mind frame.