Life made me this way. People made me this way. I tried my hardest to fight it off, to try to set myself free, but I got knocked back time and time again. I don't have any strength left. I tried, I really ****ing tried.
And because I'm a 'downer', none of the other kids want to play with me. Because people like me serve no purpose to all of you people. You all only see people as means to an end, and if someone isn't serving the purpose of hAvInG a LaFf then they might as well ****ing kill themselves for all they're worth.
I have no place here or anywhere. Nobody likes me because I am a piece of shit, I was born a piece of shit, socialised a piece of shit, raised a piece of shit, and repeatedly treated like a piece of shit because I am a piece of shit.
To use a trite and shitty comparison, Eeyore was a downer, but his friends were there for him, because they didn't hang around with others just to HaVe A fAcKiN LAFF, they hung around with each other because they cared about each other.
So what if Eeyore was a downer. He still deserved dignity, which I am clearly not allowed under any circumstances. My problems are ignored, or turned back on me, or trivialised, or insulted. Never accepted, never understood. Nobody gives a ****, and they never have.