telling a person with a disorder that they're "acting crazy" is abuser shit, like double gaslighting
"stop shouting" i'm literally just trying to talk. intensity and volume should not be automatically turned to 4, on or offline
"stop being mean" 99% chance whoever i'm being mean to deserves it
"don't be rude" sometimes you need to be rude and if you can't do it then all ur doing is flattering someone in a way that is negatively affecting them
"you changed" yeah I stopped taking ppls bullshit and stopped WALKING ON EGGSHELLS WITH MY MADNESS FOR MUNDANES
you can really feel the rage and tears right at "ur just not that important lol"
hands musta been shaking as they wrote that bold giveaway sentence lol
someone who really didn't think i was "important" wouldn't need to tell me bc they wouldnt have thought of me as it to begin with right?? like the fact you need to tell me i'm not important— and that you at some point thought of me as important, you can tell that telling me i'm not important probably hurt to say, for some reason. you may as well have typed "I don't care, nuh uh, not even a bit, not even a tiddy widdy bit, I totally don't care haha can you see? can you see how little I care? i just don't care! I'm so calm haha can you see (bro ur drenched in sweat) NAHHH HAHA I AM SOOOO CHILL AND I DON'T CARE LOL haha see?"
I can always tell what they mean when they say "you're not important". It's a very hard sentence to say without giving away motive and circumstance. Like it can definitely true but making a post unprompted saying it, out of nowhere? That signifies a degree of care or purpose put in. May as well buy me a cake that reads "I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR HAPPY BIRTHDAY".
Otherwise she was just trying to find a way to hurt / get back at me by thinking what she'd say to hurt herself. Most ppl are bad at empathy (it's wild that I, a sociopath, understand and feel empathy better than 99% of cis women), so few ppl know how to get to me. "You're not important" is that meant to be hurtful? I basically said the same shit about myself yesterday, damn right I'm not that important. Nobody is special.
Originally posted by ScribbleI also posted that before Piggle's post. I've been all about the idea of myself not being important or special for a long time so it was nice hearing it confirmed by someone else. Your attempt to hurt me validated my philosophy and almost cheered me up — well done lmao.
Trust me, I have been very humbled in my life. Last couple years especially. But it was good. It taught me I wasn't as special as I thought. I'm not as smart as I hoped. I'm not the greatest writer or the most innovative poet. I'm just a person living amongst other ppl, like all the rest.
Anyway idk I think at this stage I've already said and thought so much cruel shit to and about myself that nothing works on me.
And not in the Piggles "I already call myself fat" way, where the things I said about her were definitely worse than the things she said about herself. She never called herself a "bubbling slab of fetid gore". Or at least I assume she didn't.
I genuinely don't think anyone can say anything offensive about me rn that I'd care about it or be bothered by it. I get Piggle and xyz are trying soooo hard to find my weakness and get revenge, but so far they haven't even made me twitch. The closest they can come is that I hate "haermm". So when they post that it annoys me, but only in the sense that the smiley annoys me. They're gonna start using haermm every post now. I wonder how many hours before I become desensitized? Y'all idiots are playing a game of chicken with a person who medically has no fear or regret. I am superior to you, innately.
Originally posted by Piggle HumsyI already showed that it's easy to prove the truth on here — find some initiative and do it your ****ing self, you lazy shite.
Can you quote where I did this? That’d be great
Originally posted by Piggle HumsyI used to be invested in this place, I used to like you, I used to like MG and Welshy. So it'd be impossible if some care wasn't there. I don't actually wish any harm on you, for example. Also, I love it when ppl think they've "got me" — "aha, but whaaaat if you caaared tho ooooh??" — I do care. I care a lot. I don't do things I don't care about.
I think you might care a bit
Actually I think care and empathy and compassion are important when destroying one's enemies. Not everyone deserves compassion, but having a little empathy for you enemies is good. It also makes you stronger and more efficient at taking them down.
It's much easier to take down your friends because you spent so bloody long watching them. You know their weaknesses. That's why you were so easy to trigger: I'd already seen you vulnerable. Meeting you up close and spending time analysing you like I analyse everyone revealed your obvious weaknesses, and usually ppls worst weakness is their most obvious. Austin Powers example: "The Mole". It's just there, glaring at you. Wanna take that guy down? Go for the mole.
Another reason why compassion is so important: It teaches you that a lot of ppl are not worthy of compassion further than a quick death.
Originally posted by FalconPaunch!Nah my fem style is nothing like that, if I'm going fem I wear dresses or a blouse and skirt. Also my hair isn't balding. Plus I've never spray tanned. The only one that works is classic Garrison bc I worked in a school I guess. But I'm not into men. So Garrison isn't a very apt comparison at all. Except I do sometimes talk to a little puppet on a stick.
The many faces of Scribble
Originally posted by Piggle HumsyI did it myself last time I wanted to find something, and YOU asked me to find it. This is your thing: you brought it up, you wanna see it. I don't have a responsibility to find things that benefit you. Whether I was even telling the truth or simply stirring the pot is, for now, a total mystery. I do remember you saying that you were going to judge all trans people based on my behaviour tho, which was funny. It was something like "So this is what you're ALL like?"
So you can’t, because it doesn’t exist is what you’re saying ok 👌🏻Thought as much.
Idk Humsy, you wanna see something, go find it. I don't take orders and I don't give a shit about being wrong or right. I argue for the sheer fun of it.