before you say oh cool im going to hell im gonna hang out with the devil or something have you ever actually seriously imagined what hell might actually be like given the off chance that there is a heaven and hell cause for all we know that might be and then you wouldn't even be able to imagine the unbelievable torture and pain that you would feel, being burnt alive but not being able to die for eternity? do you want that? do you want to wish that somehow no matter what that you could cease to exist just so you can get away from this unbearable pain but then never being able to die? if thats what you want then you're going the right way about it