10 years later...
Its May...and and a little bit of nostalgia is setting in. I definitely felt it last year not having my every-3-year Star Wars fix...but this one may be worse.
Soon it will be 10 years since I saw TPM on opening night back in my hometown. A lot has changed. Star Wars has changed.
I was in 7th grade at the time, which seem like forever ago now. We all went in as Star Wars fans...we all came out different. TPM and its subsequent siblings fractured a once unified Star Wars fanbase into 10,000 pieces. There are fans for "X" and against "Y" for every X, Y, and Z you can imagine. All of our perceptions of what we knew as "Star Wars" have changed.
I've been here over 4 years now, ROTS got me to join this site, hunting for every last scrap of spoiler and image for that film. This board used to be epic. Most of us have moved on. Those of you who know me know the preqeuls made me a "fan" and without them I would never know Star Wars as I do today. I wouldn't draw Jedi and Sith, Mandos and Clones. I wouldn't RP. I wouldn't be home on Friday nights to watch an ever-disappointing episode of The Clone Wars.
But the more I grow up, I'm 22 now, and move on, to NYC and medical school, I cant help but look back and question what the last 10 years of Star Wars has been. The movies wer emade and finished, subfranchises like Republic Commando, KOTOR, Clone Wars have risen to fill the gap left by the movies. There have been some cool videogames and some worthless ones....good books and bad....Wookiepedia, endless references in the media....the list goes on. But at the same time, we've seen the renvisioning of Battlestar Galactica into a hardcore poltico-military sci-fi. Star Trek is being reborn this Friday into a new, acclaimed, blockbuster film.
Maybe its Star Trek that gets me. I've never liked the series, hated it even, yet I found myself absolutely seduced by the new trailers and I'm going to see it as soon as I can. Maybe its the epic thematic score by the John Williams successor Michael Giacchino. Maybe its the fact that only yesterday it actually got a negative review on Rotten Tomatoes, knocking it from a 100% rating (with 75 reviews). Its now at 94%, a rating that ANY of the prequels could have dreamed of. Maybe its that there are scenes modeled directly after some epic cut sequences in the prequels. It has everyhting from the spectacular rocket and lazer combat cinematography of Star Wars to the epic colors and details. and Abrams' hybrid Wars-Trek franchise that makes me jealous. One reviewer even billed it as "the Star Wars of this generation" which made me burst out laughing followed quickly by a profane mental diatribe that he clearly doesn't understand what Star Wars WAS, let alone that not every generation gets one.
Trek isn't the topic of this discussion, but like Galactica (the other Sci-Fi series that really seemed to hit mainstream) its a symptom...a sign rather...of what has gone wrong in THIS franchise. Its the jealousy really, or the fear of being jealous that another franchise could do what Lucas and the prequels were SUPPOSED to do/be. Maybe Lucas was too old and stuck in his ways to really make a film that mattered, a good film that mattered and was actually cutting edge enough to have a legacy. maybe my love and expectations are so high that they could never be met by any real film. Regardless, now I'm stuck at home on Fridays watching a 23 minute cartoon with wooden animation hoping I'm going to find a sustained love in Star Wars again. Maybe looking forward to a probably disappointing/unoriginal/over-hyped (this seems to be Lucas' Star Wars mantra today) TV show in 3 years
I dont find it....just glimmers to keep me hopeful. The rest is water under the bridge.
So this got me wondering, was all this worth it? 10 years later, was it really worth it to go back and endure the prequels?..my personal love-hate relationship with them and the rest of the Star Wars franchise. Was Lucas too ungrounded, focusing on creating digital characters instead of CHARACTERS. Was he oo focused on making (his conception of) "Star Wars" repeating the films in every way from the structure of their titles and worthless dialogue to John William's score instead of a new re-envisioned sci-fi saga that had real acclaim and staying power?
Was the past decade of Star Wars worth it?
I'm torn on this myself. I want to say "yes", but an increasing part of me is seeing this past decade only as a "what could have been."