I speak from experience and on a serious note.
I used to have sex without condoms. Its true that it feels 10x better to ejaculate inside vagina but... in the back of my mind, I just went for a suicide mission. (and its a fuking mind self torture thinking what if what if all the time)
thank God I am HIV negative and any blood dyscrasias will shorten my life span and prohibit me from mma competitions