annoyed none angry none
Happy = the awesome find of this thread. I am not the original writer
I'm just going to point out that I'm not Sadistic, or Emo, or Gaytasticular.
But, I lay in bed and all that goes through my mind is
"Wow, Nothing in Life matters because when I die, I ill be in a void of nothiningness, not being able to think. I will not Exist, I will be nothing for eternity."
First of all, once I became a teenage and started thinking about this (Mainly the last year) It has ****ed up my sleep schedule, It makes me think that I am just causing time to go faster, for my inevitable death.
I will not remember KMC when I am dead, I will not remember my family, or where my penis once was, even though It has been used over a Million and one times.
Is this thread a thread about me to moan about my thoughts on what happens after I die, and how it destroys my life, Yes.
BitÇh BitÇh, Whine Whine I know.
And To answer the first few posts, Masturbation doesn't Help.
As I said, I'm not Sadistic, or Emo, or Gaytasticular; My mind is just broken, as I stare into a void of no return.
Annoyed- My mom bitched at me for no reason just because my brother was being a brat.
Angry- Can't watch this anime episode because it doesn't have any English subtitles. How the hell did they forget to include the file with the English subtitles in a torrent full of episodes with them?
Happy- Absolutely nothing. Been feeling depressed all day. Past few days I've been feeling this way, really. Just that sense of realization that no one really cares, everyone who knows me is just an acquaintance who would rather be rid of me than talk to me. Shit like that.
Annoyed - There's always one jerk every Psych class that feels so comfortable in class that they keep talking and yapping to the professor the entire time and derive the rest of the class of the lecture, and the professor never even calls them out. It'd be different if they were talking to another student, but the PROFESSOR in the middle of class? I could feel my jimmies rustling slowly but surely.
Angry - Nothing so far
Happy - Lying in bed for an hour in the afternoon.