One wish

The control of others thoughts and feelings.

Because, there's this one person who sees me as a big dumb dolt. She's imprisoned by superficial experiences, perceptions that have imprinted a false-view of me, a false-impression. Online, on the internet, I talk intellectually, I talk fluently. So instead of associating me with that, she has picked it apart, sliced it, and only associates that with me as a non-physical entity.

I really just want to dig inside that dull head of hers and move some things around so she associates that with me in my entirety.

Then I'd be able to start making some true, real-life, not just online, life-experiences with another that reflect the real me. I have to alter my behavior, cure my disorder, first. That's easy, that's just an investment of time. I have the ability to do this. That's forming habitual patterns, right now my patterns are work a labor job, phuck around, sleep, eat, go to facebook, youtube, here. Not much else.

That's what's killing me. I even hate it, you see I am imprisoned by my inability to break patterns. There needs to be an actual physiological change completely curbing the effects of this disorder. The only I know to do that is to meditate.

How superficial of you to want to control someone else's superficial perceptions.

I mean, you can be a hypocriteChristian, an ever-aspiring saint, if you wish. More power to you.

You're not like me. God will crush you, Esu, He will phuck you up - whether you indulge certain things out there that you enjoy or not.

Like He did Giordano Bruno for revealing a fact about nature, because of what that meant for His attempts to delude us. Giordano spent years in a dungeon, but was ultimately burned alive.

Originally posted by Oneness
You're not like me.

I guess I'm a 2nd person that sees you as a "big dumb dolt."

And kudos to you for speaking on behalf of God.

Originally posted by Esau Cairn
And kudos to you for speaking on behalf of God.

You have to learn your lessons from history, bruh.

There's a 100% certainty He's out to get ya, no matter who you are.

You can make a choice not to be part of the dog eats dog world He designed.

Originally posted by Oneness

You have to learn your lessons from history, bruh.

You're comparing me to someone from the 1500's?

Can I compare your ignorance to that of cave-men?

Originally posted by Esau Cairn
You're comparing me to someone from the 1500's?

Human oppression is God-porn.

I'm not just talking about humans though. Life in general is pretty much the same story. Animal a kills animal b, nature wipes a group of species out. It's quite conclusive. Nature was not designed for us on any benevolent level. Earth can support life, sure, but only to the extent of removing it in the most violent ways possible.

Enough about me...how many other people think you're a big dumb dolt?

I'm not attacking you at all.

Originally posted by Esau Cairn
Enough about me...how many other people think you're a big dumb dolt?

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Some times girls.only see the physical first then jump in for the emotional..meaning she's not impressed with what.she sees and is wanting someone to.dominant her in.speech and character. You could try to improve your methods in speech challenge her and win? Hint girls don't like it when their out smarted or cut off in sentences. Also dress to impress, most picky girls love guys who dress like their going some where in life.

Knowing your personality...I think your going for the princess type hot daddies little girl but what you should be going for is the Retro chick who likes hanging with the dudes and isn't afraid to get dirty.

And stop telling them that God's gonna phuck them up every time they reject your advances.

Originally posted by Oneness
The control of others thoughts and feelings.

Because, there's this one person who sees me as a big dumb dolt. She's imprisoned by superficial experiences, perceptions that have imprinted a false-view of me, a false-impression. Online, on the internet, I talk intellectually, I talk fluently. So instead of associating me with that, she has picked it apart, sliced it, and only associates that with me as a non-physical entity.

I really just want to dig inside that dull head of hers and move some things around so she associates that with me in my entirety.

Then I'd be able to start making some true, real-life, not just online, life-experiences with another that reflect the real me. I have to alter my behavior, cure my disorder, first. That's easy, that's just an investment of time. I have the ability to do this. That's forming habitual patterns, right now my patterns are work a labor job, phuck around, sleep, eat, go to facebook, youtube, here. Not much else.

That's what's killing me. I even hate it, you see I am imprisoned by my inability to break patterns. There needs to be an actual physiological change completely curbing the effects of this disorder. The only I know to do that is to meditate.

You'd rather brainwash someone with imagined powers than just work hard to change their perception of you. That's silly and lazy, imo, bro

If you came here looking for opinions on this, I second Robtard's

I think you try hard to not accept some things.

Originally posted by Robtard
You'd rather brainwash someone with imagined powers than just work hard to change their perception of you. That's silly and lazy, imo, bro

Originally posted by Reflassshh
I think you try hard to not accept some things.

Being a lazy emotional crippled is unacceptable.

On another issue; Things like this are why I hate God.

I don't think God should not intervene with certain things, using Satan as an excuse is a childish thing to do.

One can claim there is no God but that's just as irrelevant as claiming there is God. What's relevant is that a day unfolds, certain things happen in it, and you know there's God. The scary part is that sometimes whatever it is, it's kind to you. What kind of psychopath...